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Then there is Laurence Gluck and what he did to the Mitchell Lama developement which was privatized in 2004. All because Bloomberg allowed him to repay his J-51 tax benifits. Gluck is also responsible for unlawfully deregulating more then 1,300 affordable apartments at the Independence Plaza North, a complex of Mitchell Lama. Gluck decided to sell when the housing boom went bust as a result of all the forclosures in 2007 a direct result of the speculating on which people would be unlucky enough to lose their homes; they were a set of investments put together in packages called derivitives. Developers skirt the law with the help of Bloomberg, Pataki etc. but who cares? Mitchell Lama was started by the insurance company Met Life during world war two to help returning soldiers and their families. Then Met Life got greedy and conspired along with Bloomberg and Pataki. So any affordable, low income housing will probably end up the same way as either high end luxury apts. or condos only the ultra wealthy like Bloomberg can afford. Where does that leave the little guy? It's almost like David vs Goliath. In the mean time I'm freezing.

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Low income affordable housing isn't being built. Any tenants organizations/advocates are only helping people in their own communities not outsiders. Whatever rent control/stabilized housing remains is being deregulated or has been deregulated thanks to Bloomberg and former Gov. George Pataki when they assisted in the illegal deregulation of apts. in buildings receiving assistance under the J-51 tax abatement program helping real estate developer Tishman Speyer Properties in Stuyvesant Town and Peter Cooper Villiage, HPD refused to enforce the laws as written.

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This is a scam this is what they do; they get together, several parties form a corporation or holding company buy buildings and make it impossible for the tenant to know who the real owner or owners are, pull all kinds of underhanded deals so the tenant has no protection. They make sure of it.

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These buildings have multiple people listed as owner. The loans taken by the then owner in limited partnership are evidenced by a mortage from April 16, 1974. This loan and mortage agreemant subjected the buildings to the N.Y.C rent control law not the rent stabilization law code these later statutes did not control the subject premises at the time of their stabilization in April 1974. So now I don't know what to think. If these buildings aren't rent stabilized and never were, but rent controlled and that ended after the (PHFL) loan and J-51 tax abatement ended in 1995-96; if I wasn't informed of any of this by owner and not in lease can I use this to keep from being evicted if I try and complain? What if someone is disabled are they protected from eviction? I always thought that once a building stops being rent controlled it then automatically becomes rent stabilized. Those monsters knew what they were doing they really screwed us over, they continue to steamroll over anything and everyone who gets in their way. They always get what they want. I'm in tenant legal limbo, tenant hell. I don't know what my rights, if any are. I can't call 311 unless I can know that I'm protected by either being disabled or by ignorance because I didn't know anything about what they did or were doing since they never bothered to inform me (or both).

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I've been been here since the buildings were first renovated in 1975. I don't know what my status as a tenant is. I am paying rent and live in or exist on these premises, and continue to dwell here. He stopped giving leases in and around 1997. I never knew until 2007 about the J-51 tax abatement/exemption, and only began to understand what it meant: Rent stabilization are apts. in buildings of 6 or more units built before Feb. 1, 1947 and Jan. 1, 1974. Tenants who moved in after June 30, 1971 are also covered by rent stabilization. A third catagory involves buildings with 3 or more apts. built or extensively renovated since 1974 with special tax benifits generally. These buildings are stabilized only while the tax benifits continue. All 3 buildings became vacant of tenancies between 1974-1975 and were substantially rehabilitated as family units after Jan. 1, 1974. There were certificates of occupancy for each of the buildings issued Dec. 30, 1975 after completion of the rehabilitation. Each of the 3 buildings underwent a complete rehabilitation which was completed in 1975 which, but for Public Housing Finance Loans (PHFL), and later,J-51 tax abatements would place these buildings out of regulated status. The loan had been paid off and the tax abatements have ended and it was DHCR's understanding that the instant application is required pursuant to Public Housing Finance Law section 405 for decontrol of the subject premices.

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These people circumvent the laws and use it to their advantage. They vote in blocks to get who they want in and then get people like Mayor Michael Bloomberg and former Gov. George Pataki to give them what they want. I desperately need repairs, and I'm freezing. They provide heaters to those monsters attending the yeshiva as well as hot meals; but I have to freeze. The system to put it diplomaticly, is a complete failure, it fails to protect it's most vulnerable, there is no help. Public Advocate Bill DiBlasio he's a joke, doesn't respond.

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We were told to get all of our belongings out of the storage area of the basement. The case was taken up by DHCR, but after 3 years they decided we didn't have a case because we weren't rent controlled or stabilized. I didn't know anything beyond having a superficial knowledge of the history of rent control/rent stabilization, or how common a J-51 tax exemption/abatement is. The tenant who started the process has since bailed as soon as her offspring was married off, so she is in better circumstances compared to me. There are two other tenants beside me left, one is the owners niece and her family living in my building the other is I believe also related to the owner and living in the first building with their family.Why they were allowed to remain I don't know. During the summer he stopped giving hot water, he only resumed temporarily during the high holy days of the jewish holidays. Then about two and a half months ago stopped giving hot water, and never started to give heat. The place is basicly an empty shell, no insulation, 1/2 inch plaster board, not ever real plaster. So even when it's warm outside it's at least 10 degrees colder inside.

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In April of 2004 I lost the subsidy for good, same reason. Then in June of 2004 the tenants recieved a notice telling us the buildings were under new ownership, I later found out this wasn't true. They wanted all the tenants to vacate their apts. One of the tenants went to Assemblyman Dov Hikind and found out they wanted to convert the buildings into a yeshiva. They wouldn't settle for two of the buildings, they insisted on all three. Most of the tenants decided to leave, but some of us decided to fight and signed a petition that the tenant who went to Dov Hikind brought to us. We recieved notices telling us that the super, who had a part interest in the buildings and was later bought out, and his assistant were being let go. We were told to mail the rent instead to a place in Clifton N.J. When we did, a month later when we recieved a rent invoice which was a practice started in Nov. 2002, it was for twice the amount implying that we never paid the rent. I don't know what became of the check. I had to put a stop payment on it, for all the good it did, it was good for only 6 months.

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I have a complicated housing situation. I'm living in 1 of 3 buildings that interconnect. Each building has 16 apartments. The buildings are about 100 years old. This is in an ultra orthodox chasidic jewish community Borough Park Brooklyn. The owner- although at this point he claims not to be-is a rabbi who bought and renovated the buildings around 1973. There was a fire in one of the buildings in 1969. What I didn't know until recently was he, they got a tax exemption/abatement J-51. He did a miserable job the buildings never held up. I lost or had my NYCHA section 8 subsidy suspended in 1991 because of his refusal to fix. He completed the renovations in Feb. 1975. The subsidy was reinstated only after superficial repairs managed to make by self. In Nov. of 2002 the tenants were sent a notice telling us the buildings were under new management. This was the beginning of a nightmare.

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My housing situation is a nightmare. It's really a shame there isn't some forum for tenants to be able to speak about their situations and get help and not be censured for whatever reason, even being too detailed about what may be a very complicated situation. A forum or tenantnet for tenants in N.Y.C where you aren't treated like a dimwit. It would be nice if people who blogged actually read someone elses blog once in a while and would care enough to offer some help instead of being so complacent and self absorbed about what ever, basicly nothing that's going on in their own lives compared to the real nightmares some of us are facing.

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When we were notified back in June of 2004 to vacate our apartments, one of the tenants Ruth Schwartz went to assemblyman Dov Hikind to ask him what we could do, he gave her some kind of petition which Schwartz got a few of us to sign, then took it back to him. By then most of the tenants decided to move out. We went through this charade of a lengthy process to try to keep from being evicted including trying to get Lesser to use the other two buildings; no go he refused. Then the State Department Of Housing And Community Renewal became involved, no good. One by one everyone left. One day while I was out I ran in to Schwartz she just came back from seeing Hikind. She told she left the office in tears, crocodile tears I'm sure. She told me he didn't give a damn. One by one everyone has left, now she has too. She waited just long enough to see her spawn get married the two faced stab you in the back barracuda. She is a gossip monger. They all live on slop gossip. They couldn't go through a single day without talking behind someone's back and spreading rumors.

Ruth and Moshe Schwartz
1555 48th St.
Brooklyn, N.Y. 11219

Tele. 717-435-0080

1555 48th St.
Brooklyn, N.Y. 11219

Tele. 718-435-0080

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Well I lost my medicaid. It happened because the recertification process wasn't complete or so they say. It's all thanks to that nit-wit at A.E.H Carla Berkley. Not only that, Mark Hershenson did it to me, he abandoned me and dumped me the way Carla did, on something named Elvira. I'm so sick of them, I'm so sick of everything.

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I'm just wondering what I'm supposed to blog about that won't seem trivial and unimportant compared to whatever might be happening to the next individual in this ever increasing self-absorbed world, where no one seems interested in discussing the real issues or problems facing society. Things that might seem trivial and unimportant to some but be of real concern to others. Where because they are fortunate to be able to live with the latest tech gadget or thing on the market coming out every other day, assume that everyone else lives the same or isn't experiencing hardship as a result of the decisions made by law makers and policy makers which are usually never for the reasons given, but for self-serving reasons. People don't give a rats ass. If we don't as a society, country come together and care about what's going on with one another, then we allow others i.e. policy makers, law makers, politicians to do whatever they want to; so we have no one to blame but our selves when we are effected adversely as a result of our indifference. I'm not indifferent, I just don't have a voice, I'm an invisible non-entity who can't get anyone to listen to me. It's become increasingly more difficult, if not completely impossible for me to exist not live; because I don't call what I'm doing living. My choices, my rights are being taken away from me. The decisions that are being made supposedly for benificial reasons don't hold true and don't make any sense, but since only an infinitesimal part of the population question and don't behave like herd animals, sheep, cattle etc., what can one expect? For whatever reason be it self-interest or idiosy people continue to vote for these same schmucks who vote to spend money on programs that are waste of taxpayers money and don't help those who really need it. It is bankrupting us, but no one does anything to stop it. Now Carl Paladino running for governor of N.Y.C wants taxpayers to pay for private schools the way they pay for public schools. Something else effecting things is the influence of big money into politics, money from business and corporations.

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The service Meetup.com is not what it appears. You don't find out about what they may or may not have to offer until and unless one becomes a member. You aren't told that it isn't for free, which may be fine for some if they know this going in. This is deceptive and basicly it is a sham.

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Rupert Murdock finally pulled the plug on a tradition, the Jerry Lewis muscular dystrophy telethon. A pity. He bought the F.C.C approval for buying not one, but two television stations in the same market so he could put his worthless garbage on. So now if you miss it on one you still get to suffer.

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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
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The laws intended to protect tenants. renters, rent control/ rent stabilization don't in fact work. There are several versions of the rent control/ rent stabilization laws. In 1946 the New York City Legislature enacted a statute which, to the present date, continues to strike fear in the hearts of thousands of property owners.
Known as "Rent Control", the law was initiated in response to a "serious public emergency...created by war, the effects of war and the aftermath of hostilities..." It was felt that unless residential rents and evictions were regulated, "disruptive practices and abnormal conditions will produce serious threats to the public health, safety and general welfare..."
On and after May 1, 1962, rent control of residential units in the City of New York became effective upon the enactment of the New York City Rent and Rehabilitation Law (NYCRRL) #26401. et. seq., of the administrative code.
Rent control applies to buildings of three or more units constructed before February 1947. In municipalities that have not declared an end to the post war rental housing emergency. Rent control is still in effect for now in the five boroughs of N.Y.C and in parts of Albany, Erie, Monroe, Nassau, Schenectady, Oneida, Onodaga, Rensselaer and Westchester counties In order for an apartment to be under rent control the tenant must have been living there continuously since before July 1, 1971. Tenants who did not reside in their units prior to July 1, 1971 are not covered by the statute. When a rent controlled apartment is vacated in N.Y.C or most other .localities, it becomes rent stabilized or completely removed from regulation. It was the position of our legislators that those owners of housing units excluded from "Rent Control"(because they were constructed after February 1, 1947 or decontrolled" for other reasons') were demanding exorbitant and unconscionable rent increases...which led to a continuing restriction of available housing...uprooting long-time city residents from their communities..." Their response to this emergency was to enact the New York City Rent Stabilization Law of 1969(NYCRRL). The protections afforded tenants pursuant to both the Rent Stabilization Law and the Rent Stabilization Code are available to New York City residents if they lease apartments within buildings constructed between February !,1947 and January 1, 1974, containing six or more units. Generally in N.Y.C apartments are under rent stabilization between Feb.1, 1947 and Dec. 31, 1973. Tenants in buildings built before Feb. 1, 1947 who moved in after June 30, 1971 is also covered by rent stabilization. As with Rent Control, the Rent Stabilization Law was enacted in response to what was perceived as a serious public emergency,” It was felt that unless residential rents and evictions (were) regulated and controlled, disruptive practices and abnormal conditions (would) produce serious threats to the public health, safety and welfare..." The statute was further reasoned to be necessary to prevent the "enactments of unjust, unreasonable and oppressive rents and rental agreements..." The protections afforded our citizens by rent stabilization are available outside of the N.Y.C environs and are encompassed within the Emergency Tenant Protection Act of 1974 (hereinafter ETPA). Fourteen municipalities are or were subject to the provisions of the ETPA. The Rent Stabilization Code (hereinafter RSC or code) was adopted to carry out the intent of the "rent Stabilization Law". The code has been through several configurations, with its most recent incarnation having become effective on May 1, 1987. Of initial relevance to this presentation is #2525.5 code; commonly known as the "Harassment" section. This provision makes it unlawful for any person to engage in any course of conduct which interferes with, or disturbs the privacy, comfort, repose or quiet enjoyment of the tenant... or is intended to cause the tenant to vacate such housing accommodation. There is more, but not absolutely necessary at this time. A third category of rent stabilized apartments covers buildings with three or more apartments constructed or extensively renovated on or after Jan.1, 1974 with special tax benefits (as was the situation in my case). Outside N.Y.C, rent stabilized apartments are generally found in buildings with six or more apartments that were built before Jan. 1, 1974. Any building that was built before 1947 and under goes substantial rehabilitation/ renovations loses its rent control/ rent stabilization status. When that rat bastard lesser decided to convert I went into tenant hell; actually I've always been in tenant hell, it's more like tenant legal limbo, because I don't know what my status is, what my rights are. Am I still considered a tenant? Former State senator Joe Bruno now in prison on corruption charges I believe, is responsible for eroding our rent control/ rent stabilization laws; because once a tenant moves out the apartment becomes decontrolled/destabilized. So any apartment with a monthly rent of $2000 or more per month becomes deregulated when it becomes vacant. Also occupied apartments maybe deregulated when the legal regulated rent for the apartment reaches $2000 or more thanks to Joe Bruno. Every thing is predicated on making money.

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90% of the time spent by the chassidim is spent in a religious fervor getting worked up to what purpose? To indoctrinate a future generation of parasites with a sense of entitlement that infringes on someone else' right to exist the last 10% is spent influencing politicians to make things go their way, making money so that they can accomplish this, and to live while the rest of us suffer at their hands. They have something in common with the iman at the center of the mosque controversy in lower Manhattan. He is a notorious slumlord just as they are. Who would have thought it, who knew.

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There was an incident on the subway when I was coming back to this place that illustrates the mind set of the chasidim. I was standing hoping for a seat, I was hot and tired, as soon as a seat became available I grabbed it and sat down. Then something happened that I could not believe, something that completely floored me. As soon as another seat across from me became available the person next to me whom I barely noticed, a woman about 20 darted across to get it. I could not believe my eyes. Never in all my life had I ever seen anything like that. Apparently they have hyper sensitive smellers (noses). I don't think I had anymore of on odor then anyone else; and it was in the 90's. I bathed that day despite the primitive and extremely difficult circumstances forced on me, of having no hot water and no plumbing, since it was with-held by a chassidic Jew Rabbi Abraham Lesser. I spent most of that day in air-conditioning, Not here. Even though I thought I'd seen and experienced it all, yet again they surprised me. I could not believe the rude and disrespectful behavior. Apparently they are never taught about manners, respect for others or impulse control. She had no problem avoiding eye contact. Her behavior did not bother her in the least. I guess I didn't smell to the spoiled, pampered Jewish princess' liking that she had to be obvious about it. I only wish I would have had a camera I would have snapped a picture and posted it. Maybe next time I will. They have no problem wasting resources like electricity. That doesn't bother them. They burn lights all night when no one is even around. They also have no problem with-holding vital services such as hot water etc. Poor, poor her, her dainty and delicate sensibilities were offended, The one thing these monsters never developed was, is a conscience or empathy for others. They truly are psychopaths.Who would do anything and everything to get what they want, they could not live or survive without the creature comforts they have, yet they expect me to.

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How did these people become so powerful that they can dictate whether public schools are closed for the jewish holidays when it never used to be this way?

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There are no grass roots tenants rights/advocacy groups/organizations started by tenants themselves. You have to advocate for yourself and what good does that do when the laws favor the owners of these slum buildings; and the majority of owners are rich jews who own the ledgislators,lawmakers and judges. Richard Jurewicz Associate Director for Correspondence a fancy title for someone who answers mail in the Attorney Generals office when they have no intention of getting involved sends me a pamphlet Tenants' Rights Guide. Knowing full well my status as a tenant is in question, still sends me the stupid thing, idiot. State of New York Office Of The Attorney General, The Capitol, Albany, New York 12224-0341 Tele. 518-474-7330. www.oag.state.ny.us

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Public Advocate Bill DiBlasio has posted the names of slumlords to shame and embarass them. Yet when I asked him for help that corrupt self-serving, hypocritical shit-heel didn't give a f--k. If he didn't owe his election to the Jewish Alliance maybe he'd have actually done something, even respond. He is bought and paid for by scumlords like Rabbi Abraham Lesser of 1481 47th St. Brooklyn, N.Y. 11219. He is owned by them. Hey Bill why don't you see how the other half live at 1416-1420 and 1424 43rd St., B'klyn N.Y. 11219 Borough park; with no hot water and on Oct.15th no heat, and mold, Yesterday began Rosh hashana the start of the high holy days. Once Rabbi Lesser has atoned for the sins, and there are too many to count he will be right back to committing more. Sean Coffey who is running for Attorney General Of New York, with his ads promoting him as the people's Attorney General when in reality he is being sponsored by again the Jewish Alliance

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There are also broken and missing tiles and fixtures in the bathroom that have to be replaced. There was never any intention on the part of anyone from Baltic St. AEH to actually ever do anything to help me with my housing situation which has developed into a full blow crisis. The intent was never there. Commissioner Sharon E. Carpinello you know no shame, unless this effects you, you don't give a shit. No matter what the guidelines governing allocations for funding these peer advocacy centers were you don't stand on ceremony when someone is in desperate straits, you are flexible, you make allowances not excuses. You take the initiative if there are tenents rights/advocacy places that can provide answers and solutions to my dilemma. They have a legal as well as a moral obligation to get off their ass's and do everything they can possibly do and then some, to make sure I have a safe, clean, habitable home and all the services to which I am entitled to, but not getting while still paying rent. To find out if I'm still considered a tenent with a tenents rights. Whether the law has any teeth to it and isn't all bark with no bite. No one should call themselves an advocate if that isn't what they do. An advocate is supposed to advocate on behalf of someone who can't advocate for themselves, anything less is horse crap. You don't deprive someone of basic services such as hot water, and on Oct. 15th heat. I want to know if I take the bastard to court, the courts will enforce the law despite the fact that this place is considered a school, and someone will go with me? Do you, does anyone comprehend DEPRAVED INDIFFERENCE!!!? I'm unable to sleep I'm so scared. I'm wracked with fear, worry,and trepidation. How can AEH do an effective, let alone competent job if they don't know what's going on with their client, because they don't take an interest. They don't see for themselves what's happening? How is the client served, more important how are they protected? Does anyone know the true nature of my situation, the absolute hell I'm going through? Why don't you ask them, why don't you ask those geniuses if they know what is actually going on? When the so called advocates couldn't give a f--k? I'm sure you know their address. If their excuse is that they can't do anything because they're not allowed to or don't have the time then their full of it. It's always possible to get around something and make the time, you just have to want to, have to be flexible. An advocate has one sole concern and it isn't for themselves, it is to make sure they do anything and everything, whatever it takes to look after and protect their clients at all cost. AEH isn't doing this. The next time I go to AEH I want them to cut the horse crap and be honest for once in their miserable lives, if they even know how to, they're clueless. But I can't twist anyone's arm, if they don't want to help me then there is nothing I can do to make them, but they have no right to ostracize me for telling the truth about what really goes on there, and no one is doing anything about it. All I'm doing is reporting waste and abuse. The people who need help the most(me for one) are not getting the help we so desperately need. I'm the one who is going to freeze this winter, not them, not you. At your stage in life I guess it's difficult to develop a conscience and do the right thing.

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When it comes to decent affordable housing it doen'nt exist. Organizations such as and, even specifically Habitat For Humanity build for anyone and everyone except those who need it the most and can least afford it poor individuals.

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It's all about conformity. If you don't fit in you're excluded, ignored, ostracized. The members of the N.Y.C. Parks and Recreation centers, Fort Hamilton center know all about that. Why does anyone born after 1940 and new to this country think they have the right to lord it over someone? Where does this idea of entitlement come from? If they are'nt freezing out a newcomer they feel is an interloper and doesn't belong, their schmoozing to gain favor with one another. And if someone like Louie says hello, which seems to be obligatory; he takes it as a sign of disrespect if all you do to acknowledge him( if one is busy and in the middle of something) is say yeah, yeah. It's alright for him to interfere with what you're doing, but for you not to stop in the middle of what you're doing is a crime; but if you need help he puts up a verbal wall, so you can't get a word in edgewise. Just to weasel out of getting involved and helping someone in need. Here's to you Louie. Tele. 347-830-3270 Louie.coyote@hotmail.com. Louie is on the prowl, looking for action. Louie is a heartless bastard that does'nt give a crap about anyone but Louie, he could help but won't.

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Besides the huge gaping hole on the window ledge/border outside the kitchen window made by a squirrel, the roof that leakes, old decrepid, faulty wiring, kitchen lights that don't work, the oven that hasn't worked since 1992. the front door lock that can be opened with just turning the knob from the outside, the toilet that barely flushes, 3 missing windows with the rest ready to fall out, the intercom that's broken, the mailboxs that are falling apart, the rats, the rotted and deteriorated wood frame structure, the peeling paint on the walls and the ceiling; the mold due to the re-tooling of the boiler to get next to no heat, now no heat or hot water, but increased humidity, mold on everything even clothing, not mention rust. The humidity can penetrate even closed containers such as salt. Wood rotted where radiator leaked. Then there is the device that allows water to fill and drain from the tub, it's worn out, the bathroom sink that needs washers or else it drips and the valve has to be turned off, the threads on the shower and tub hot and cold water knobs have worn out and have to be replaced or else drip and it has become so bad that the tub fills with water and has to be drained with a bucket; it's impossible to shut the water off. I have to heat my own hot water using gas I'm paying for; and yet I'm paying rent and not getting hot water or any other services. The metal faucet over the tub has degraded and is breaking apart into bits and pieces, the toilet bowl has a crack in it, the bathroom door lock mechanism rusted have to keep it taped so I won't get locked in or out, windows to fragile to open or close, inner spring mechanism in windows worn. A neighbor died, at least I think that may have been what happened; that was three weeks ago, that's about when they shut off the hot water. I'm about the only person left here now. For no hot water I'm supposed to call 311 and that f-ing no good agency, Housing Preservation and Development get a complaint number and wait 45 days for someone to show up, wait for them to notify me that they contacted the managing agent of this property telling them that they have to give hot water, and on October 15th Heat; only to be told that they are giving hot water, because by then these brats will be back. The hot water is for them, not for one solitary tenent. Then H.P.D. will send me a letter telling me that I don't have a complaint? Screw them and that miserable f-ing Deputy Commissioner Vito Mustaciuolo who has got a f-ing rod up his ass or maybe it's his head or both. Then Commissioner Rafael Ecestero and first Deputy Commissioner Douglas Apple office of enforcement and neighborhood services 100 Gold st. N.Y., N.Y. 10030, Tele. 212-863-6100. The cretins that work for Lesser, one in particular named pedro are socio-paths. They all do everything Lesser tells them to do. If Lesser wants them to harass you it's done; if they want baby wranglers to wipe their ass's it's done. These (j)ewish (A)merican (P)rinces and princesses wouldn't dream of wiping their own ass's not when they have cheap ready and willing labor with questionable alien legal status from south of the border to do it for them. Where ever you have the chasidic you have these south of the border laborers who do all the grunge work that these pampered royals won't get their hands dirty doing for themselves, because their too good to do it themselves or to do an honest days work. Why bother when you can get someone else to do your dirty work, including anything that's questionable and not legal or as they would put it kosher. Deputy Commissioner Vito Mustaciuolo that no good SOB tells me take Lesser to court, only he sends his lawyers to do his dirty work and Lesser knows the courts won't enforce any judge's decision. The judges are in his pocket. The judges are in the pockets of all of them. If this weren't true the homeless wouldn't be homeless. Every one of those no good f-ing SOB's let me down, from Baltic st. AEH, HPD, the State Division Of Housing and Community Renewal's Jon Wallach. On top of paying rent for nothing; to add insult to injury I now have to pay extra for gas just to heat water. I thought it was an advocates job to advocate on behalf of their client. Even though Baltic st. AEH are'nt really advocates they should have done something, including finding out what my status as a tenent was from DHCR, which was actively involved in the dispute with Lesser before they decided we didn't have a case, because we weren't rent-controlled. Pity the poor landlord. If these mental cases at Baltic st. AEH had any initiative they would have on their own helped me access what ever services were out there. We live in a country/ society that have laws, but these laws favor the rich and special interest groups such as Rabbi Abraham Lesser, and discriminate against the poor, less fortunate and the under served. When did those sick, self-serving parasites from Baltic st. AEH do anything to help me, or go with me for anything having to do with my housing situation? When didn't they have a ready excuse? I'm suffering needlessly because you look for any and every excuse to weasel out of excepting any responsibility and doing anything. If those idiots at 250 Baltic st. knew, and they did, how horrendous my situation was, they had a moral as well as a legal obligation to do something above and beyond what little they're required to do even if it meant taking the initiative, but then their idiots. And you're all hypocritical self serving monsters.

My Life In Hell ( ugly Truth)

Rabbi Abraham Lesser the owner of three inter-connecting buildings is a representative of evil incarnate, personified. It should be considered depraved indifference to deliberately with-hold heat and hot water to someone that is so vulnerable. It's inhumane, even animals when treated cruelly are considered victims and when caught the victimizer is prosecuted. The high holy days are about to start, once yom kippur is over and he atones for all the sins he's committed all year, Lesser will be back to victimizing the 1 or 2 remaining tenents left here since he arrogantly converted these buildings into a yeshiva(school). Soon those monsters will be back from they vacation. What do they need a vacation from, they raise hell all year long 12 hours a day 6 days a week. There is no one to advocate on the victims behalf, not even Those who are supposed to. At Baltic st. AEH at 250 Baltic st. All they do is sit on their complacent ass's collecting an undeserved salary, You waste time and carfare ask for an appointment for 2 months from that day and leave come back 2 months later and repeat the process. Yet someone can go into debt have to pay off credit cards, because he had to go on vacation a luxury for him, with his girlfriend Laura Marie and they want a clothing dryer, while some of us are living in a hell-hole. The Commissioer of the ST. Office of Mental Health Sharon E. Carpinello doesn't use discretion, makes sure they are aware of any complaints that are supposed to remain private. Well this is'nt private anymore it's on the internet. The buildings are a disgrace they are disgusting. Because they can't or won't live within their means A.S. and Laura got a subsidy from the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service while some of us have no subsidy or lease having lost them because of Rabbi Lesser. A.S. goes to Albany supposedly to advocate for the mentally ill. What Albany and the state legislators, and whom-ever else is funding Baltic st. AEH, and the rest of these peer advocacy centers should do is eliminate funding. They don't do anything except give you 30 minutes to waste your time. This is a racket and Sharon E. Carpinello is complicit. Lesser is a habitual violator, but no one does anything,so now I'll freeze this winter. Sharon you do live in E.Greenbush near or in Troy N.Y.? You and the rest of those mental cases would never do the right thing be honest, open, sincere show concern and contact the authorities and report Lesser who lives at 1481 47th st. Brooklyn,N.Y. 11219. You're all ego-centric it's all about you. Well this time you and the rest of those mental-cases are'nt the only ones reading this. They don't follow op on their clients to find out how they're doing they don't even know or care if they are dead or alive. It's out of sight out of mind. Then there is that shit-heel the new public advocate Bill Di Blasio whose is so busy catering to the special interest group that got him elected and Bloomberg re-elected that we don't even come in at a close tenth in his considerations. The P.A. office was created to give help to those who didn't have a voice. This is his address The Public Advocate For The City Of N.Y. 1 centre st. N.Y.,N.Y. 10007 Tele. 212-669-7200. I guess you can't dictate a conscience. No one is coming here to investigate under what conditions exist or what is really going on here, what violations have been committed and what appropriate action to take. Mean while Lesser is living in the lap of luxury, while I'm suffering existing, barely in a disgusting hell-hole. There is something seriously, seriously wrong here. What is wrong with you people? What alternate universe, reality are you living in that you can allow this to continue? You know no shame. To be continued.

My Life In Hell ( The Ugly Truth)

To pick up where I left off. Screw them that miserable F deputy Commissioner Vito Mustaciuolo whose got a F-ing rod up his ass or maybe it's his head or both. then Rafael E. Cesterno Commissioner and Douglas Apple first Deputy Commissioner office of enforcement and neighborhood services. One of Lessers' south of the border lackey's a cretin named Pedro is a socio-path he would do anything Lesser told him and the others to do. This is for you Sharon

My Life In Hell

A new problem has developed, or a recurrence of an old one. My left wrist has been bothering me. I didn't know why at first, but I think it's from over use and being used the wrong way. I remember when I would hand wash something and gyrate the wrist, after a while it suffered because of the action. It took me a while before I figured out what was wrong and stopped then it started o come around. It's bothering me again. I don't know if it's because I'm using it wrong when I blog,it's over used generally, or it's a combination of things. I've been cocerned about injuring my wrist through over use. but what can I do, I'm all alone with no one to help me with the things that require use of my hands, wrists,and back. I'm afraid that one day I'll become incapacitated, then I'llbe in real trouble. I'm depressed, not clinical depression that can come about for no reason, but because of situations I have no cnotrol over. I have a reason lots of them. My apartment is falling apart.I'm tired; I feel like I'm dying by degrees in increments.

My Life In Hell

Why does someone you've just met insinuate themselves into your life and insist on interfering,minding your business, making helpful suggestions when it's not wanted and they don't know what the hell they're talking about, as a way of not getting their hands dirty, actually doing something to help? Why does someone volunteer when they are'nt doing anything beneficicial and it's clear it's only to ease what loosely passes for a conscience, and it's all for show none of it's real?

My Life In Hell

I need help. My housing situation is a nightmare. I can't move since the cost of rentals are astronomical; as well as the cost of moving. I have to know if there are any tenant organizations that can help me since I don't know where else to turn to for help? The owner one Rabbi Abraham Lesser a real piece of work bought and renovated 3 interconnecting buildins in 1971-72. These buildings are about 100 years old. He did a miserable half ass job. The buildings and apartments unless maintained by the tenents fell apart. Then he decided, or pretended to(he still owns the buildings)sell the buildings in 2004 and we were told to vacate our apartments, that he was converting; to what we were never told. We later found out through that shit heel state assembly man Dov Hikind that it was to be turned into a yeshiva. Because of Lesser I lost my N.Y.H.A. section 8 subsidy and years before he stopped giving us a lease he refused. I desperately need repairs. Now he stopped getting oil and there is no hot water. I have health problems. Is there anyone that can make repairs, that out of compassion and on humanitarian grounds would be willing to and tell me how to force his hand, since if I take him to court his army of lawyers would be running interference and the judge would be in Lessers' pocket? Am I still considered a tenent with tenents rights regardless of whether or not I have a lease or still have a N.Y.C.section 8 subsidy,as long asI continue to pay rent? The entities such as Bloomberg and the Paterson administration and the agencies such as the ST.D.H.C.R, H.P.D and Baltic St. A.E.H don't do anything except sit on their complacent ass's collecting a salary. Lesser has very deep pockets, yet somehow has the hutzpa to ask taxpayers to subsidize a private school. There about only 2 tenents left besides me; one of them is Lessers neice, who still has her section 8 subsidy. Her rent is just over $1000,but she only pays $180.60, so she goes on vaction. Any mail that has to do with the builings is adressed to Lesser. He had us mail our rent check to some place out of state, then claimed we owed him money. That was in 2004. Almost 2 years ago I had some property stolen, a shopping cart I brought down early to save time when it was time to leave I went down to retrieve it and it was gone. The one thing about Borough Park is there is no crime. Lesser has cheap foreign labor who nod their heads as though they were bobble heads to get rid of me; they're are the only ones down there at that hour. They do Lessers dirty work. I know they took it to harass me, I can't prove it though. I had to spend time and money that I didn't have to buy a new shopping cart. Now there is no hot water more harassment. And they whine about dicrimination those lousy hypocritical bastards. those monsters are going to be coming back from vacation and school will be in session. They are never disciplined and growup thinking the world owes them, that they are entitled to wreak havoc. To be continued.

My LIfe In Hell

To pick up where I was forced to leave off. The landlord is not getting oil, another reason to just love this palace, along with no hot water, is faulty old inferior wiring, no working lights in the kitchen,a decrepid roof, holes in the ceiling. the roof leaks, kitchen cabinets made of particle board; that after all the water from rain coming in from the roof swelled,now are disintergrating. An oven that come October will not have worked since 1992. Floor boards that are decrepid having suffered from water due to leaking radiator. In the summer of 2009 when I very carefully opened up the kitchen window was stunned to discover that the window ledge had been gouged by something, what it was I didn't know, I couldn't do anything about it,or anything else; who would I have gone to the Public Advocate Bill DiBlasio? Then in March of 2010 I started hearing gnawing I thought it was a rat, I have those, I banged and kept banging until it stopped. This went on for a period of time, eventually it stopped. Then one day I heard the gnawing again it resumed. I banged on the radiator and it stopped. The radiator is near the kitchen window and outside the kitchen window is the fire escape.Then something caught my eye I saw a squirrel, and when I opened up the window discovered to my horror that what was once just gouged wood was now a huge gaping hole and the squirrel was continuing even with my banging. This was in April the whether had warmed enough to be able to open up the window. I finally had to try something to deter the squirrel, make it inhospitable, but the damage was done. Then there is the cheap front door lock that can be opened from the outside, the rotted, deteriorated wood frame structure, the fragile windows that can't be opened, because the spring mechanism in the windows have all worn out. The wood is rotted, the caulk has worn away, and I've lost 3 windows so far. The toilet doesn't flush properly, the device that you open and close to allow the tub to fill or drain of water does't work, the bathroom sink needs washers and can't be used anymore, otherwise it drips. Tiles and fixtures are either broken or missing, door lock mechanism rusted and does't work. Mold all over, even on clothing. Plant died, because of conditions; now I don't have anything. They kill everything. They cut down trees, because the trees are an inconvenience. The people and agencies that are supposed to do something don't do a goddamn thing. agencies such as the State Division of Housing and Community Renewal, Housing Preservation and Development etc. Instead they work for guys just like Lesser. Now the high holy days the holiest of days yom kippur is coming where they pray to be absolved of the sins they commited during the past year. Oncethey get past Yom Kippur they're free to commit new sins those lousy hypocrites. The buildings' intercom broke never fixed it; except they attempted, but that was all, as a result could never have any packages delivered, since U.P.S refused to believe I was home and would take any packages with them. I had a whole to do with U.P.S over this that involved the better business bureau, the attorney general,and the state consumer protection agency. As for the rest of the windows, it's not a question of if they will fall out, but when. Then what am I supposed to do? I tried to find out if I had any rights as far as getting repairs made, but since I no longer have a lease and no one gives a damn I guess I don't

My Life In Hell

The Fort Hamilton Center at Bayridge 9941 Fort Hamilton Parkway 99th st. Brooklyn, N.Y. 11209. Tele.718-439-4296. One of Parks and Recreations centers has some of the most self-entitled selfish creatures one has the misfortune to encounter. One such creature is Dominick who happens to work there, a passive/agressive idiot-simpleton who can't answer a simple question. Instead of taking responsibility and saying I'm sorry,I don't know what to tell you, simply and rudely walks away, refuses to deal with you. Maybe he should remove that impediment up his butt that seems to be stuck up there, his head, along with that stiff poker. Some of the Parks and Recreation centers make use of N.Y.CARES volunteers who come in to serve and assist some of the members and supposedly help them if they can; but no one there gives a damn. One of the volunteers is named Ray why he does this is any one's guess since he is as empty and vacuous as anyone of them really shallow. He doesn't care. If you're tired or hot and mention it he takes no notice. Everyone I encounter has a rod up their ass including ray, so if he ever reads this, good. He volunteers at the Chelsea Recreation center at 430 W 25th st. N.Y.,N.Y. 100001 bet.9thand 10th ave. Tele.212-255-3705

My Life In Hell

The decisions that are made boggle the mind. The decision to build a mosque where the World Trade Center used to be; the decision by the N.Y. historic preservation society not to give a 150 year old building landmark status even though it had distinct and ornate decorative features that were worth preserving. The fact that the building alone is 150 years old makes it worth saving. Too much history is lost all for a structure that will bring divsivness and will serve only one segment of the population. Meanwhile another piece of history is lost yet again. The only time these selfish bastards remember history is when it comes to their own twisted revisionist version of history. Which they fail to remember anyway. What is that expression, those who fail to remember history are condemned to repeat it, or words to that effect? Idiots never learn. We have already lost Penn Station, and would have lost Grand Central Station and all it's splender if it had not been for the wisdom and intervention of Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis steping in to save it.

My Life In Hell

The places that are supposed to locate someone through their name and telephone number, or zipcode if you have those; for free are frauds. They tell you they're unable to locate the person then without telling you switch you over to a for profit company, who for a fee will magically find this person, only they rarely do.

My Life In Hell

This country is a mess, because people are sitting on their hands allowing things they know are wrong to continue to happen. Humans are indoctrinated early on, spoonfed propaganda never allowed to think for themselves. Their minds are closed to new ideas. Their thinking is done for them, their thoughts are not their own and not original.

My Life In Hell

To pick up where I left off in my last blog. My father spent over $300 dollars for nothing on hypnosis sessions that didn't work. I wanted to try sodium pentothal, which is an anesthetic, hypnotic, and is also known as truth serum that and sodium amytal, because I was hoping that through these drugs I might be able to reverse, or reconstitute my body back to the way it was and reverse the damage done to it; but no doctor would do this not without paying them a boat load of money. If I had the money I'd still be willing to do this. I found out there was a danger to taking these drugs and that they required an antidote; the antidote being picrotoxin, but I didn't know where to get it. I found out that it was produced in India. I wrote to the doctor whose name and address was included in the information. He responded, but wasn't very helpful, so there was nothing more I could do, accept tolerate the situation. To be continued.

My Life In Hell

To pick up where I last left off, the buildings were so poorly renovated with cheap, inferior, secondhand worn, defective, 3rd rate, old, used parts, materials, workmanship, not even a half ass job went into these buildings. Absolutely no insulation or anything substantial or solid to keep the cold from coming in during the winter, or the heat during the summer, so we either froze or broiled. There was was no sound proofing materials to dampen sounds and noise, so whether or not you wanted to you could hear sounds from all directions. From the apartments on the floors below to the apartment next door, as well as the apartments across the way in the adjacent building. Sounds from talking, sometimes well into the night. To sliding door closets which they would slam instead of closing quietly. To dragging furniture instead of lifting it, refusing to muffle with either carpeting or something under the legs of the funiture chairs, tables, dressers etc, anything heavy that could have been lifted they dragged. They refused to muffle the sounds of walking which they did at all hours of the day and night, always running. Babies crying, telephones ringing. Any kind of sound vibration, coming in at all hours of the day and night, slamming doors, washing machines and dryers; washing clothes sometimes until 1-2 in the morning could be heard all the way from the 1st floor to the 4th floor. Air conditioners. Car horns, these lazy sob's refuse to get out of their cars have to honk their horns, car alarms, who is going to steal their cars? We are supposed to have a noise ordinance which is ignored. No noises between the hours of 11pm to 7am. Then there is the siren calling these creatures to prayer for their sabbath, having to put up with that ancient, primitive ritual. They subjugate one, force one to be under their control. Landlords are supposed to make repairs, Abraham Lesser never did. He expected everyone to make their own repairs. We couldn't make our own repairs and pay for storm and or replacement windows, cement boards as we did in the old neighborhood. To make this place liveable you would have to rip the place apart and start from scratch, most of the other tenants did that, but then they had the money to do that we didn't. Besides which my father never wanted to stay here, why fix up a place if you what to go someplace else. Not even the walls were made of real plaster or mortar bricks or real wood just half inch plaster board, and the kitchen cabinets were made of particle board, when wet falls apart. In the old neighborhood we lived on Shepherd Ave. between Hegeman Ave. and Linden Blvd. With the drone of the cars passing to and fro it was restful you could sleep even with people walking to work in the morning to go to their jobs in the factories. There are 2 stress hormones produced by the adrenal glands, cortisol and catecholamines which are necessary for the flight or fight response, but what happens when you can't flee or fight, you're forced to suppress the feelings, stuff them down and the stress hormones start attacking the body. In every one the results are different depending on the individual, you could eat and gain weight, drink and develop a drinking problem, develop a thyroid condition, heart condition, or the pigment follicles of the hair could lose pigment through peroxidation a direct result of the stress, and the stress hormones and the body and mind never having the chance to rest and sleep which is so vital for the body to recover and function. By the following year I was desperate I would have done or tried anything. An uncle had a book which I got hold of The Practicle Application Of Medical And Dental Hypnosis, by Milton H. Erickson, M.D., Seymour Hershman, M.D., Irving I. Sector, D.D.S. I read the book and some how was able to contact 2 of the authors. One wasn't able to provide any sources, but one provided the name of a doctor in my area, a Dr. Silber on Beverly Road. I always thought that I was what I would call influence-able or capable of being influenced because I always believed what I was told. Maybe that's different from being suggest-able; because it didn't work. My father spent over

My Life In Hell

Despite it's problems the one thing about the old neighborhood and Shepherd Ave. was that it was quiet. So it was a shock when we moved to Borough Park and the noise. That's how I discovered the truth about the new place and the hidden flaws, what it was really like. That's when I discovered that I suffered from hyperacusis (sound sensitivity) so severe that I nearly went nuts. The noise and sounds were so bad that I went from 9 hours of sleep a night to what I get now 5. The irony is that things eventually changed, but because of the severe sleep deprivation my health was severely and permanently effected. It also effected my father, because I couldn't cope with the never ending noise and sounds, I kept my father from having his rest trying to figure out what to do about it, and eventually it took a toll. There was noise because the place was so poorly renovated. I knew sounds and noise bothered me, but until we had the misfortune to come to this wretched place I never knew how bad it was. To be continued.

My Life In Hell

If you don't have any material possessions,aren't physically attractive, tall, wear the latest rags no one has any use for you. Anyone not black, hispanic, asian, or any of the myriad of cultures, and fabulously wealthy living in this country is just not accepted. Elizabeth Cutter Wilson is a white bread elitist who along with her colleague Jon Alvarez worked for Neighbors Helping Neighbors 443 39th St. Rm. 202 Brooklyn, N.Y. 11232 Tele. 718-686-7946, E mail Info @NHN home.org. She took one look at my place looked at her colleague Jon Alvarez never said one word and they both left. I never heard from either of them again. You write to someone in the hopes of being able to get help, someone like Dan Frey Director/ editor in chief N.Y. City Voices P.O. Box 310368 Brooklyn, N.Y. Tele. 718-643-6758, E-mail Editors @ New city voices.org. Never responded. People don't help someone not their own kind, I've had that point hammered home to me over and over and over again. You can ask for help just don't look as though you actually need it, Your apartment has to be in pristine condition otherwise these snobs look down their noses at you, and you had better be one of their kind, if you're not black, jewish, speak spanish you won't get help. Yolanda Coca of the 5th ave. Committee, where are these hypocrites? They don't want to know you. If you do hear from them they make up some lame ass excuse.

My Life In Hell

If you don't have any material possessions, aren't physically attractive, tall, wear the lastest expensive rags no one has any use for you. Anyone not black, hispanic, asian, or any of the myrias of cultures and fabulously wealthy is just not accepted. If you don't buy all the crap that's advertised they're losing money. If they can't make money or their commission they don't want you as a customer. I've gone through this time and time again where they start out ( the white cashiers) decent enough; the blacks and hispanics are another story, then become rude.

My Life In Hell

Joseph is a tall thin as a rail black homosexual who works for Shoprite supermarket on Ave.I in Brooklyn. Tele.718-252-5770, 800-Shoprite. When I first met him He didn't say anything just stared. Blacks are completely superficial, no substance you are to them only what they can see. They're taught from the womb and continue to be indoctrinated that only black is good and important white is nothing; and if you don't have much to begin with they really look down on you. If you have material items they want what you have and take it from you for them selves. After a while Joseph developed a facade, a mask so as which to tolerate me. Then one day when I came in, I saw him checking people out, so when I was ready to check out he was no where to be found, I had to go to someone else. When I was finished he conveniently turns up with the excuse that he was on a break. The next time I saw him asked him if he'd be around, he assured me he would, but again he disappeared only to turn up after I was already done. Then I figured it out; the old saying fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. Well this time the 3rd time I saw him, but decided when I was ready to check out to go to someone else, which was a good idea since he pulled the same stunt. This time I packed my stuff at an empty register and he came back on duty right next to my register, knew I was there but was ignoring me, and we never spoke. I'm the the one who should have the issues, those bastards have tormented me my whole life all through school. Threatening to beat me up, if a neighbor hadn't passed by they would have. Later on a bunch of them through a fire cracker at me. You dare not look at them the wrong way or accidentally step on their foot without risking life and limb this is the terror I lived with. I was followed up a flight of stairs surrounded by a gang of girls who grabbed my hair and pulled it out, then threw me down the stairs, threw my school books in a garbage can. My father was mugged numerous times coming home from work. They hit him on the head. Another time robbed him of a protective gadget; another time robbed him of his pants and he had to come home without them, fortunately he was only a few blocks from home. They're the ones who murder each other and can't control their baser, primitive, violent instincts. They're truly obnoxious and materialistic. If you have it they want it and take it away from you. If in my case you don't have anything they look down on you, and have no use for you, and ridicule you. I have to tolerate being victimized, because it's all about them having jobs. They don't have any manners or people skills,but when has that ever mattered. I'm not an ass licker or kisser never have been, never will. I don't care how crude, gross or disgusting that sounds, at least it's truthful. Whites are such brown nosers, I don't know why whites care about what blacks think about them anyway, not that blacks are capable of thinking. They don't respect white people. The reverand Al Sharpton certainly has no use for anyone white. He's always sticking his nose where it doesn't belong, agitating and fomenting, using his National Action Network. I always felt conflicted, because of what they did to my father and me, well now I don't have to. I don't know why I felt guilty, I did nothing wrong, I'm not responsible for their history and for everything that goes wrong in their lives or because they lack intelligence or the ability to think and reason, let their raw primitive emotions rule their lives, and lack common sense. Are completely superficial and devoid of anything substantive and real. I can't fight back, all I can do is put up with their behavior towards me, I have no leverage. The women are shrews always screeching and screaming never shut up. Both the men and women learn from early on to get what they want through fear and intimidation. They're more cold blooded and have no conscience and have absolutely no remorse feel it's owed them. They're cagey and couldn't tell the truth if their lives depended on it. I dread having to go shopping at Shoprite or even Pathmark, because I have to put up with insolent, rude behavior from the only people capable of doing this job, the only people Shoprite,Pathmark, and other stores hire, those with very low intelligence who are more interested in gossiping with their lowbrow customers, and discriminating toward someone who doesn't dress or look like one of the primitive tribe they belong to. Blacks, obama just lack credibility. Anyone black is nerver accepted or acknowledged.

My Life In Hell

When my father and I first moved in to our apartment we at first notice the cheapness and the flaws of the place it was nothing more then a facade; maybe because we were coming from a place that was seeming worse. The landlords from the old neighborhood on Shepherd ave. were Julius and Ida Zalowitz. The only thing my father could afford was an annex (attachment) to the apartment building the Zalowitz' owned. A 3 room hovel (shack). Cold,damp,drafty,with mold and mildew in the winter. So cold and drafty I contracted cellulitis( inflamation of the lymph glands on my neck). Hot and sweltering in the summer. Before we moved there my father had to leave me in foster homes while he was homeless, until he was lucky, yeah lucky enough to find this horror. Then after we already moved out, the Zalowitzs had the gaul to make my father restore the place to the condition it was in. If he hadn't added storm windows paid out of his own pocket we would have froze. The walls were damp and smelled of mold and mildew, the floors you could almost fall through the floor boards were so old. Then Ida charged my father 3 extra months of rent while making sure he was restoring the place even removing cement boards. Their children are Rochelle, Sammy and an eldest daughter,I do't remember her name. There were roaches and rats;there was no sink in the bathroom; no lighting fixtures. S--t heels. To be continued.

My Life In Hell

I've been tripping over my feet figuratively trying to relate my experiences, because of several factors, one my lack of experience in blogging in general and this service in particular. If I could go back and correct the errors I would, but since I can't do that without starting over they have to stand, I'd like help,but that isn't forthcoming. Next being overwhelmed by problems, exhaustion and resulting health problems caused by everything I'm forced to deal with. I don't regret what I've said,because if I didn't feel so strongly about what I've experienced and what I was going through I wouldn't have said the things I said. I would have said them eventually it was inevitable. I just regret that it was so poorly executed. When one is overtired errors are the result. I'd like to think that despite the feeling that my brain is wrapped in cellophane I'm still capable of trying to solve problems. I'm still going to express my thoughts even if no one else feels the same,because these are my very real experiences and for better or worse they have helped shape who I am. If I am to feel better and start to heal I have to discard then. It seems that every time I seemingly adjust to something that I should never have had to to begin with, there is something new to have to deal with, after a while it becomes too much and you just shut down,because you just can't handle it anymore. Every time I'm forced to accept something that I find is wrong a little more of me dies. I'm aware that there is no one capable of understanding everything that is contained in this blog, or realizing the extent to which I've been suffering; how truly horrendous things are and have been, much less empathizing with me to want to reach out, offer help and friendship.

My Life In Hell

When the weather was unbearably hot,Bloomberg generously announced the opening of cooling centers/stations,because of the excessive heat. Too bad he couldn't spend part of his billions to get people desperately needed airconditioners,for those in real need of them. Or build decent low income affordable housing. He lives in a luxury apartment, 499 Park Ave. at 59 St. 10022 Tele. 212-583-1706. He lives in an ivory tower, while we peasants live in hovels.

My Life In Hell

I wish I could find a place to live that is suitable, peaceful and free of undesirable elements. Where I didn't have to live in fear all the time. Where money wasn't a factor,or a consideration and didn't even enter into it. where people accepted me; Didn't look down on me; or stare at me as though I were from mars; because I wasn't one of them. Treat me strangely,as though I were a freak. To be continued.

My Life In Hell(the ugly truth)

The word need,has anyone ever thought about how many times a day. or in a sentence the word need is used; and how it seems to have replaced other more appropriate words such as has, have? The word need is used in between every other word, it is the most over used and abused word in the english language.

My Life In Hell(the ugly truth)

I'm sick and tired of being victimized by someone who sees me as an easy target to be bullied and take their aggression and mis-placed feelings of racial injustice out on for something I'm not responsible for, slavery and racisim. They are hypocrites and liars. They are taught early on not to acknowledge anyone not black. They don't look anyone white directly in the eyes, and never make eye contact or sit near you if they don't have to. Are contemptuous of whites, are superficial and lack impulse control. Obama is a stick figure,cold,artificial,insincere, mechanical and a mannequin. There is nothing genuine about him or them. They're phonies.

My life In Hell(the ugly truth)

Rabbi Abraham Lesser lives in the finast accomodations, nothing but the very best for him and his family.While he is living very comfortably at 1481 47th street, Brooklyn, N.Y.,11219 Tele. 718-633-8238, 633-8237, 718-851-9018; I'm living in a rat infested hell hole

My Life In Hell( the ugly truth)

I thought when my father and I moved to Borough Park Brooklyn, from East N.Y. Brooklyn things would finally be different, that things would get better, that we would both have a chance to have something neither of us had a real home, what a joke. Instead of things getting better, a dream come true things got worse if that's possible. It developed into a nightmare. When the realization of what life here was really going to be like sunk in, my father and I just gave up. He always wanted to move to a warm climate, he could never take the cold weather. I will always feel guilt because I didn't make much of an effort even though I knew how he felt. Now I'm paying the price for that. When we moved to Borough Park we moved with our neighbor Mrs. Frances Perlberg from East N.Y. Brooklyn, Shepherd Ave. The neighborhood was changing. I don't know the details of how any of this came about. Some jewish organization connected to Mrs. Perberg wanted to help her. I knew Mrs. Perlberg as a child she would take care of me while my father was at work. So when the opportunity to move away from Shepherd Ave., she wanted to include us. We were able to get a N.Y.C Housing Authority section 8 subsidy. For some reason the rent was abnorm-ally low and the security deposit was $100. Who knows what goes on in the head of a jew. The landlord was-is rabbi Abraham Lesser. The building is one of three interconnecting buildings that were reaching completion of being renovated. The buildings are close to 100 years old. In 1969 one of the buildings suffered a fire. I don't know the extent of the damage, or to which build-ing it was. On the serface everything seemed fine, but this belies what was really going on. The truth about what really went on I wouldn't be privy to until much later. For the first couple of years rabbi Lesser or one of his sons actually lived in one of the buildings. At one point he wanted us to move in order to accomodate one of his other sons the apartment next to us wasn't big enough and they wanted both apartments to make into one big apartment. We said no. I don't think Lesser was very happy, but at the time there wasn't much he could do about it. I wasn't dealing with Lesser my father was, so I don't know what his reaction to not getting his own way was. He made up for it with vengence. Lessers' neice lives there with her husband and five children. She recently had a baby, a boy; supposedly. I never knew she was pregnant,she didn't look pregnant,and if you know anything about these people they are always pregnant and it's obvious. However, I digress. In order to buy and renovate these buildings Lesser had to take out a loan. These renovations were financed by funds loaned to the owner- one Abraham Lesser- under the provisions of Article 8 of the Private Housing Finance Law. In addition, as a result of the renovation, beginning with the tax year 1974-1975 the then and still current owner Abraham Lesser recieved J-51 tax exemption/abatement benifits. The J-51 tax abatement benifits expired at the end of the 2002-2004 tax year, some 30 years later; and the "Article 8 loan was satis-fied. That's when things changed and we had the rug completely pulled out from under us; but I'm getting ahead of my self, I'm jumping ahead. To be continued.

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Anthony Sgarlato of Baltic St. AEH Inc. Has a lot of nerve touting all the positive things he is supposed to have done on behalf of people in need. he's full of crap. The only person Anthony has helped is Anthony. He makes $2,ooo a month, has a live in girlfriend-Laura Marie Marcus; to which she contributes another $700, and he can't pay his rent; had to get a subsidy from the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service. All because Anthony couldn't pay off credit card bills, wants a cloths dryer has to have cable, and air conditioning. None of which I have, because I live in a hell hole, a hovel. My good for nothing landlord a rabbi, rabbi Abraham Lesser never fixed, so I lost my New York City Housing Authority section 8 subsidy. I can't have an air conditioner because of the condition of the place, the windows and casement are old, weak and structurally unsound and will not support the weight of an air conditioner. And Anthony can't make due with $2,700 a month. He's full of it. I'm supposed to feel sorry for him, because he won't live within his means and has to buy on credit, have cable and a cloths dryer. Poor, poor Anthony. If Anthony needs help because he can't pay his rent whose fault is it, living beyond his means. Tax payers shouldn't subsidize him and his girlfriend. They're already paying him for some-thing he doesn't do, his job. Why should he be paid for loafing off? He went on vacation with his girlfriend to a resort which was a luxury, his words. How can he go on vacation when he can't even pay his rent? Anthony J. Sgarlato has risen to become supervisor of Baltic St. AEH Inc. Lives somewhere in Bensonhurst Brooklyn, 11214, but where? For some reason he doesn't want anyone to know where he and Laura Marie live. What is Anthony hiding? Along with suffering from anger and depression, pedophilia perhaps? He doesn't do anything, yet he earns $2,000 a month. his girlfriend certainly earns a paycheck,disability. So why is he recieving help from the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service for rent? While I'm living,correction wasting away in a hell hole practically invisi-ble with no one helping me. He supposedly advocated for the mentally ill and their needs when he went to Albany, yet when I needed help where the hell was he? He sits on his fat ass doing nothing except watching child porn on his com-puter all the time he is supposed to be working, that's if he even shows up, some days he doesn't bother to come in to the office. When you ask agencies like the B.B.C.S for help they give you the run around or don't respond at all, yet they help that creep. He can watch t.v. he gets cable, while I've had to live without t.v. because I've lost my signal transmission since June 12, 2009. He and everyone there treat me like garbage, the hypocrites when he's viewing porn and who knows what else. He is an inarticulate bum who can't string two words together to make a coherent sentence. He's passive-aggressive. When he still acknow-ledged my existance he would try to be profound, deep "self help and empower- ment are the mainstay in our lives. You must make an effort to defend on your behalf or sustain the consequences; that we all make mistakes. Then after hav-ing said that he proceeds to make another mistake, without confirming if it was the correct thing to do he tells me to go and get a waiver for something which turns out to have been a huge mistake. What in the hell was he trying to say? It was asinine. He has the intelligence of that of a two year old and an idiot, below that of an imbecile, below that of a moron

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To pick up where I last left off. There is so much waste and mismanagement by the city, state and federal government it's no wonder that this kind of corruption is going on, no one is watching; the left hand doesn't know what the right hand is doing. They've caused so much damage the "advocates" at AEH. The harm is at times irreparable and yet no one ever stops them they're allowed to go merrily on their way. They sent out serveys the "clients" are supposed to fill them out, rating them and their performance on how well they did as far as providing help with such things as housing and other basic services. I didn't bother what's the point it's a joke. I've had problems that I really needed help with, problems that they dismissed, because they don't have to deal with them. Their life is going great, so they make what I like to call marie antoinette suggestions; when the people were starving and asking for bread she suggested they eat cake. It makes you want to ring the neck of the person making the lame ass suggestion. They live in their own world uneffected by what is going on around them. There is something seriously, seriously wrong with these people, all of them. When it comes to looking after someone's interests the only one's that matter are theirs. When Darlene Arroyo worked there she spent more time on furthering herself then doing anything for anyone else. I guess when you're zoned out on happy pills it's easy to justify just about anything with lying and excuses. What do you say to someone "that I know you're lying". They stare at you and don't say anything. I know you know that I complained. All they do is close ranks pretend everything is normal, and give me the choice of not coming back. Some choice, where else am I going to go? Then I become frustrated and enraged and no where again. It's ludicrous to allow mentally defective people to advocate on behalf of others; besides only the courts can appoint an advocate. I have no leverage and it's eating away at me, I can't handle it. I said this in my letter when I wrote to Bill DiBlasio; he didn't give a damn. Then there is Robert he's always there, he's been there for years, who knows what he does,nothing. Then there is cheryl she doesn't see me, because I'm not black and if you're not black you don't exist unless you're part of click, a mental click. There are more, but I don't know them, since I don't go there on a regular basis. I wish I could find a way to drag these lazy good for nothing bums up off of their ass' over here and make them see what living here has really been like, and the next time one of them says "I know" I'd like to shove my fist up their ass right up to their lying throat. By knowing what was going on and just sitting by and allowing it to continue unabated makes them complicate and guilty, they and others who could have and should have gotten involved and done something, but didn't are to blame for my situation. I blame them and hold them responsible. My situation should never have happened. I should have been able to go to someone for help and get it. Instead they're cagey and I feel like I have to fense with them. I should never have been put in this position where I was forced to handle things when I couldn't. There is something seriously, seriously wrong somewhere when people can see you're suffering and just plain don't give a damn. While I was looking for a place to replace Baltic St. AEC Inc. I came across Club Access ETC. 156 Williams St. N.Y., N.Y. 10038 Tele. 646-536-7704. The go to the person who at that time was Donald Johnson a half korean-half black just like a Tiger Woods look a like and just about as sincere and reliable. The place responsible for all this misery is ADVOTEC, 92 Seward Ave. Suite 11-15, Middle Town, N.Y. 10940 Tele.845-344-6889.

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Why anyone would allow people who are mentally defective to peer advocate for people who are in need of services I'll never understand it's ludicrous; they don't do anything and the people who need help the most are the least likely to get it. I go to Baltic Street AEH, Inc. for help Mark Hersenson is supposed to know of a place that has computer training, but he has a convenient memory lapse, can't remember. Maybe it's because of all the happy pills he and the rest of those mental cases, oh excuse me "mental health consumers" that's what they prefer to be called- take. They are zoned out of their sculls on happy pills, sitting on their butts like zombies, Anthony Sgarlato in his office at his computer watching child porn. They give you a blank,vacant,empty stare whenever you try and talk to them; scarfing down all kinds off junky snacks never offering anything to anyone regardless of whether or not it's wanted. The one day they aren't open for business is Friday, who knows what really goes on behind closed doors; it's supposed to be about budget meetings, but anything could be going on. Carla when she worked there before being transfered took intake ( information about the client); gave me a diagnosis of something I wasn't suffering from, and told me it was so they could get more funding. I didn't and don't suffer rom the diagnosis of clinical depression. So she and the rest of those mental midgits are cheating the system and the tax payers. They're always skirting and evading the truth, when you ask them a direct question. They walk around in a fog and unless you are directy in their path don't see you. Once they find out what you want they don't acknowledge your existence, it's as though you don't exist. To be continued.

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When you have a responsibility,you are supposed to take it seriously. You don't shrug it off, someone's life could hang in the balance.What did these mental cases think I was coming to them for? I was counting and relying on them, and for them to just leave me in the lurch and bale on me is inexcusable. Brooklyn Self-Help And Advocacy Center, 250 Baltic Street, 3rd Fl. Brooklyn, N.Y. 11201 tele. 718-875-7744

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Carla is unbelievable, telling me that if I'm not carefull I'll become bitter, the nerve of her that's her response after just standing by not saying anything or doing anything to ameliorate the situation knowing that I was upset over something. You don't do to someone what Carla and the rest of those miserable excuses for anything on two legs; but especially Carla, did to me, make promises of help and then renege on them. You count on someone, and for to just bale isn't right she knew how bad things were, but she did it anyway. I feel such anger. I'm enraged. I want to take Carla Berkleys head and push it through a plate glass window and smash her face on the concrete pavement until it is unrecognizable, that lopsided insane grin that she has. If you think your politicians, government officials, and representatives are concerned about you and what you'r going through, you are naive. The only things they care more about then themselves are money, what it will buy, and the special interest groups who give it to them. I didn't start out feeling this much rage and hatred, I had to learn it getting kicked in the teeth over and over and over again. I finally learned how to hate. When you are forced to go through day after day after endless day of continual never ending, indescribable misery maybe you'll understand how degraded a person is made to feel having to beg for help, the humiliation. To be trapped with no way out. No one has the common decentcy to be open, honest, front about any of this. There is no justice on this screwed up, primitive planet. They just continue the lie and go on as though it's another day and it's perfectly normal behavior, rather then deal with what's going on. This is my frustration taken to the extreme. I'm stuffing down my anger because I have no choice and it's effecting my health. They get off scott free to live their lives. No one gets it, they're all clueless, they're all living in their own fantasy world, but they have decent, habitable homes and families to come home to.

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Public Advocate 1centre street,N.Y., N.Y. 10007. Tele. 212-669-7000. The Public Advocate post was created to help people. It hasn't lived up to it's responsibility.

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I only wrote to Public Advocate Bill DiBlasio because I assumed he was worth something and I needed help, I assumed wrong. In the past public advocates' Mark Green and Betsy Gotbaum at least responded. All I wanted from him was to know if there were any watch dog/regulatory agencies that monitored peer advocacy centers and took complaints. I wasn't able to find anything. I don't appreciate being treated like a lab experiment that they can get they feet wet, so that they can feel validated and if I just happen to get some help in the process that's icing on the cake; and if they don't feel like going to a schedualed appointment they don't have to,that's rediculous. It's a hardship for me having to reschedual appointments just to accomodate them when I'm not supposed to. They have no right to expect that. I have chores and errands to run responsibilities; I don't have anyone helping me. What does Carla Berkley have to do, stay at home with her hubby, go to NAMI (National Alliance For The Mentally Ill). Watch t.v. on cable? But no DiBlasio couldn't be bothered. If he would have responded I would have told him of other problems I was having. But he has his own agenda having nothing to do with the Publicate Advocates office. When He ran for Public Advocate it had nothing to do with serving the public or the people he owes his allegiance to those responsible for him and Bloomberg getting elected and reelected,the jewish vote.

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It does't seem as though anyone is capable of telling the truth, taking responsibility or putting someone elses needs above their own. What does Bill Di Blasio N.Y.C.'s newly elected Public Advocate and his staff do all day long? It doesn't seem as though they do anything. What does any of the agencies do? I've been having a problem with Baltic Street AEH. Inc. Located at 250 Baltic St. 3rd fl. B'klyn, N.Y. 11201 718-875-7744. when I complained to both









It doesn't seem as though anyone is capable of telling the truth,taking responsibility or putting someone elses needs above their own. What does N.YC.'s newly elected Public Advocate and his staff do all day long? They don't seem to do anything. What does any of these agencies do? I've been having a problem with the Baltic Street AEH, Inc. located at 250 Baltic St. 3rd fl. B'klyn, N.Y. 11201 Tele. No 718-875-7744. When I complained to both DiBlasio and Commissioner Sharon Carpinello of the N.Y.S. Office Of Mental Health, got no response, no help. In fact my letters, instead of being handled with discretion and confidetially were sent to the object of my complaint. I tried to find out if I could file a formal complaint, if there was a regulatory/watch dog agency that monitors and takes complaints against these peer centers. The people at these centers like to call themselves mental health consumers. These centers were created essentially as busy work, because basicly they sit on their butts and do nothing. These centers get city, state, possibly federal funding. The workers are unreliable and incompetent. If their is an appointment to be kept expect you to accomodate them and if necessary to change the date of the appointment so they won't be inconvenienced. If you ask for any help are un responsive, evasive and skirt around the truth. they stare at you with a blank, vacant, empty look; then close ranks when they find out about the complaints. They cover each others butts, There are never any consequences, except for the person needing help. they are never held responsible for anything that goes wrong when it's their fault. there were so many times they could have done something. So many sources they could have used. So many ways they could have helped, but instead of taking the initiative they did nothing. They just sat on their hands and made excuses. I'm existing, I can't say living, because this isn't living; in a hell hole, and not only is everyone in that insane asylum covering their own ass; their covering each others'. They do what they want and there are no consequences. They get off scott free and go merrily on their way. There is no regulatory system in place to monitor what really goes on in these places. Humans don't know how to tell the truth. Lying comes as easily as breathing. They wouldn't know the truth or how to tell it if it bit them on the butt; or tapped them on the shoulder and introduced itself. To be continued.

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Some of the special people at the Brooklyn Self-Help @ Advocacy Center 250 Baltic Street, 3rd floor Brooklyn,N.Y. 11201. Tele. no. 718-875-7744. Part of www.Balticstreet.org. Tele. no. 718-855-5959. Are Carla Kaplan Berkley, the self-serving, ego-centric, compliant, lying creature...319 east 24th St. Apt. 14F, N.Y., N.Y. 1OO1O Tele. No. 212-545-9915. Anthony J. Sgarlato, idiot. Apt. somewhere in Bensonhurst Brooklyn, N.Y. 11214 with live in girl friend Laura Marie Marcus. Mark S. Hershenson, skillful liar. 184 Second Ave. Apt 4B N.y., N.Y. 10010. Zena Kamel, cold as ice, cretin living with her daughter Yasmine and son somewhere in Brooklyn,N.Y. c.berkley@balticstreet.org., a.sgarlato@balticstreet.org., z.kamel@balticstreet.org., m.hershenson@balticstreet.org., Jody silver from Community Access 666 Broadway, N.Y.,N.Y. 10012 Tele. No. 212-781-1400 ext.774, also a piece of work. If these lying deceitful son of a guns had to hold down a real job they would be fired immediately for their actions. No responsible employer would tolerate such inexcusible, irresponsible,selfish behavior. They can't function out in the real world and hold down a real job; so the State Office Of Mental Health has manufactured jobs for them and coddles them, they are never held accountable. No one is and I'm paying the price for this. The corrupt politicians aren't made to answer for any of this. This enrages me, but it doesn't seem to bother anyone else. There are no web sites for complaining, there is no monitoring what goes on in these so called peer advocacy centers. Instead of being made to take responsibility, and let go for screwing up something critical for me, because of her selfishness and instability; Carla Kaplan Berkley gets rewarded by a transfer to a different department of the Baltic street Mental Health Board. Tobe continued.

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Because of the attitude of the Jewish people, they've caused a lot of suffering they are arrogant and have a great deal of hubris

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It's not in human nature to help anyone else. Humans are too primative, barbaric ,animalistic, and selfish. Israel and the Palestinians can't even coexist their constantly at each others throats; and their problems began thousands of years ago as tribal conflicts. To make ahome for themselves Israel takes land from the palestinians that they had absolutely no right to, and justify it as they always do when thay want to excuse inexcusable behavior. Because the Israelis didn't have a homeland, to create one they took, stole the palestinians homeland, their rightful land.Their bullies. The Israelis blame the Palestinians for violence. I'd be violent too if I had done to me what the Palestinians did to them. They weren't given any options. When does it stop? The United States sides with Israel for what, money? Because the Jews wield an enourmous amount of power and influence and effect who gets elected. The jews think, believe that they are gods chosen people, their words.

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The sunset park community center is one of the worst. not only do they do what ever they want and get away with it, you're forced to work under horrible substandard conditions; including being forced to put up with whatever the staff feels like doing. That includes having to listen to a radio while working at the computer. What crappy music. What can I do. I don't have a choice; but then, when did I ever have a choice.

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Nick Kristof is a self-promoting fraud. He was previewed on the t.v. program Now several months back. He's a hypocrite. He professes to be so concerned for the well fare of people in other countries that are less developed going through hardships, horrendous at times. He had a camera crew follow him through his exploits. The film which aired on the PBS program Now. He wants people of this country to be aware of what's going on and become involved. Yeah right; as though these selfish people, who are so self-absorbed that they can't live without the latest tech gadget, and have their cell phones glued to their ears; are even aware of the problems of people right here in this country; He expects that they suddenly going start to care about what's going on elsewhere; become involved and change things? Speaking of which, makes me ask why isn't there any concern for people living here right under his nose? There are people right here that have fallen through the cracks of the system, considered invisible non-entities by a corrupt system. Are the problems of the people of this country, and what they must be suffering through any less important and therefore not in need of reporting? I am one such person that is going through something that I can't get anyone to listen to, or do anything about. Where is the concern for those of us who don't have anyone to speak on and advocate on our behalf here? What does Nick Kristof expect to get out of this, a Pulitzer Prize? I've given up expecting any good from anyone. I don't believe there is any genuine goodness in anyone. The inhabitants of this planet are too barbaric and primative. Frankly, I think he is being disingenuous and phoney. There is just no honesty or integrity. Not that this helps me, but even if he were on the level; does he seriously expect these ego-centric morons with a gigantic sense of entitlement to look beyond their own needs, be a good samaritan, put someone elses needs above their own? I challenged him to respond. I knew he wouldn't,and he didn't. Which proved me right.

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Even Parks and Recreation commissioner Adrian Benepe is Bloombergs flunky. The community centers are a fraud, you pay a membership fee whether you can afford to and don't get the services. The only ones to benefit are Michael Bloomberg and Adrian Benepe, as well as the students who get everything for free because they're being subsidized by us, because we pay for them to use the facilities. They get special programs just for them, which we don't get. They're catered to, given special treatment. Once you're over the age of 17 you may as well not even exist anymore; that is ageism, age descrimination. It's all for the children; so what becomes of us, too bad,so sad? What Bloomberg wants Bloomberg gets. He wanted 311 so he wouldn't be bothered having to deal with our "petty problems. He wanted a third term so he manipulated things to get that third term, despite the fact that voters, voted for term limits. He disregards what we want. He's arrogant. We have to be out of the centers come 2 o'clock we aren't allowed to be in the facilities supposedly because the students are due,but that's a lie; it's the PandR staff who use the facilities. The equipment isn't maintained; your not supposed to bring food in but the staff does. When I want to get certain site without warning I'm denied access for no reason. When I tried to get two email addresses-mhershenson@balticstreet.org , and asgarlato@balticstreet.org I was denied access again for no good reason. Why, it makes no sense, and it's descriminatory, hypocritical.

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When someone needs help where do they go for it, where do they look? I don't know. I thought I did. I thought that the people and places that were supposed to help would. The truth is they won't. It's a myth. Help for someone who needs it doesn't exist. The programs that are supposed to, that recieve city, state, and federal funding are out and out frauds. Programs such as the peer advocacy centers such as the Brooklyn Peer Advocacy center in Cobble Hill Brooklyn; and Community access in Manhattan. B.P.A.C at 250 Baltic st. in B'klyn specifically. The people there consider themselves mental health consumers, a diplomatic term for mental cases. They get paid for basicly sitting on their rear ends doing nothing. What they do is basicly busy work once they get out of mental institutions. The jobs are manufactured and designed to train them and keep them out of trouble. They are unreliable,incompetent and when you need help with a problem, an appointment to be somewhere they leave you in the lurch. Make all kinds of excuses for why they won't do anything, and don't have the decentcy to be honest. They can't they're pathological liars. They are never held accountable; if anything, they cover each others rear ends. The agencies that are supposed to monitor them, and when necessary take complaints don't do anything. Agencies such as the State Office Of Mental Health-44 Holland Ave., Albany,N.Y. 12229. With Commissioner Sharon Carpinello; and the Public Advocate, Bill DiBlasio,1 Centre st. N.Y.C. Bill DiBlasio who got elected, because like Mike Bloomberg owe his allegence to special interest groups like the very powerful jewish lobby, who made sure they got elected. So DiBlasio and Bloomberg owe them favors, but feel no responsibility to serve us. These "mental health consumers have no business taking money for doing nothing. these places shouldn't even exist, they waste money and are an indulgence, that we shouldn't have to pay for. The Public Advocate exists. the supposed purpose was to advocate for those not recieving help from the mayors office etc. DiBlasio Bloomberg and carpinello are self serving frauds. They refuse to help or respond and are indiscreet. Something that should remain private and confidential winds up in the hands of the parties in question. Not one of these agencies excepts responsibility. Not the St.OMH and comm. S. Carpinello. Not the Pub.Adv.and B. DiBlasio, or the mayors' office and Bloomberg. Their all to busy serving themselves at our expense. So if I have a desperate need for decent affordable housing, who do I go to that won't either ignor me and remain unresponsive to my problems, give me lipservice,or dump me and my situation. To be continued.

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Sometimes I don't pay attention, I'm tired and don't like having to deal with merchants, so when I went into a store to buy a 5oz. can of tuna, which was price labeled at $1.49. I was charged $1.61 The thief inflated the price, but I didn't look at the reciept until the next day. I couldn't have argued with him. He didn't even speak english; but he sure saw me coming. They come here, they want to make money, they whine about discrimination then turn around and do something like this, and worse; even sexually assaulting women. they are unbelievable. The place is called B.Town Inc. 4214 10th ave. Brooklyn, N,Y, 11219. Tele. #718-708-6400. They cheated and stole from the food stamp program and the U.S. government.

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I'm extremely upset over the gulf oil disaster because British Petroleum cut corners and was aware of problems,we are now paying a steep price for their greed and dishonesty. What does BP stand for anyway? Instead of saying that someone is BSing we can say they're BPing. Just one more thing to be upset about. The English are angry because we made negative, disparaging remarks about BP which they didn't like. Why exactly is it they are angry,because the price of BP stock is down, supposedly we drove it down. They aren't concerned over the problems we are having caused by BP. Our way of life, and the wild life, our environment is destroyed; only the loss of their dividents. It's always about the money,especially with them. I wonder how would the English react if BP did this to their pristine coastline; or an American oil company? Where is PETA, or The Earth Liberation Front, or The Animal Liberation Front? The hypercrites. I find it incomprehensible and inconceivable that Louisiana still wants to drill for oil, and wants the moratorium on drilling lifted. How insane and stupid. There are other industries that these people can train for and go in to. There is solar, geo-thermal, cold fusion etc. No one will be happy until we have destroyed the entire planet and there is nothing left. What man hath, has wrought. All for business and business for none.

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I've been trying without sucess to complete this blog. Every time I attempt it I make a mistake and have to start over. I don't know where this blog will lead if anywhere it's an opportunity for me to vent, something I haven't been able to do and something I've been wanting to do for very long time and never thought I'd be able to. Whether anyone ever sees it, much less responds I don't know. I had a blog but I made a mistake and when I tried to ask for help got no where. As a result was forced to start over from the very beginning. The help page that Blogger.com has for relating problems and rating them I tried it I pressed submit,but never got any acknowledgement that they even saw it. When someone needs help don't count on getting it. Where is anyone when you really need them? I asked Google for help, I got everything but them. I got "Just Ask". Is that Googles website? For a fee they will answer questions. The nerve of them asking for money, as though they're worth it. Both them and Google are a piece of work. I find it disgusting and insulting. Google has a phone number and an address to use to contact them, but don't answer mail and tell you to go on line, where as you can tell, all you get is the run around. The only thing Google is trying to accomplish is to exploit the system and make an obsene amount of money doing it. Some of us aren't struggling enough, having a tough enough time, Google wants to make things worse. Ethics, morality,and having a conscience those things are foreign to them. I'd be surprised if this sees the light of day. They are living the high life, while I'm living in hell. There is ayiddish word for what people like this are: gonive, (thief); America gonive, America the thief. When the founders started Google they had dollar signs in their eyes. It wasn't to wasn't meant to benifit us just them. They don't do anything out of the goodness of what passes for hearts. In the mean time I'm suffering needlessly. I'm eating my heart out, which I do have, because I can't get anyone to help me. Then to add more insult to injury to be told when I try to access my account, if I don't get it just so; that someone else is using that name, title or address. I know you wiseguys, It's me, Why make it difficult when you can make it impossible. They deliberately make it impossibly difficult.