My Life In Hell

I'm just wondering what I'm supposed to blog about that won't seem trivial and unimportant compared to whatever might be happening to the next individual in this ever increasing self-absorbed world, where no one seems interested in discussing the real issues or problems facing society. Things that might seem trivial and unimportant to some but be of real concern to others. Where because they are fortunate to be able to live with the latest tech gadget or thing on the market coming out every other day, assume that everyone else lives the same or isn't experiencing hardship as a result of the decisions made by law makers and policy makers which are usually never for the reasons given, but for self-serving reasons. People don't give a rats ass. If we don't as a society, country come together and care about what's going on with one another, then we allow others i.e. policy makers, law makers, politicians to do whatever they want to; so we have no one to blame but our selves when we are effected adversely as a result of our indifference. I'm not indifferent, I just don't have a voice, I'm an invisible non-entity who can't get anyone to listen to me. It's become increasingly more difficult, if not completely impossible for me to exist not live; because I don't call what I'm doing living. My choices, my rights are being taken away from me. The decisions that are being made supposedly for benificial reasons don't hold true and don't make any sense, but since only an infinitesimal part of the population question and don't behave like herd animals, sheep, cattle etc., what can one expect? For whatever reason be it self-interest or idiosy people continue to vote for these same schmucks who vote to spend money on programs that are waste of taxpayers money and don't help those who really need it. It is bankrupting us, but no one does anything to stop it. Now Carl Paladino running for governor of N.Y.C wants taxpayers to pay for private schools the way they pay for public schools. Something else effecting things is the influence of big money into politics, money from business and corporations.