My Life In Hell

To pick up where I left off in my last blog. My father spent over $300 dollars for nothing on hypnosis sessions that didn't work. I wanted to try sodium pentothal, which is an anesthetic, hypnotic, and is also known as truth serum that and sodium amytal, because I was hoping that through these drugs I might be able to reverse, or reconstitute my body back to the way it was and reverse the damage done to it; but no doctor would do this not without paying them a boat load of money. If I had the money I'd still be willing to do this. I found out there was a danger to taking these drugs and that they required an antidote; the antidote being picrotoxin, but I didn't know where to get it. I found out that it was produced in India. I wrote to the doctor whose name and address was included in the information. He responded, but wasn't very helpful, so there was nothing more I could do, accept tolerate the situation. To be continued.