My Life In Hell

It does't seem as though anyone is capable of telling the truth, taking responsibility or putting someone elses needs above their own. What does Bill Di Blasio N.Y.C.'s newly elected Public Advocate and his staff do all day long? It doesn't seem as though they do anything. What does any of the agencies do? I've been having a problem with Baltic Street AEH. Inc. Located at 250 Baltic St. 3rd fl. B'klyn, N.Y. 11201 718-875-7744. when I complained to both









It doesn't seem as though anyone is capable of telling the truth,taking responsibility or putting someone elses needs above their own. What does N.YC.'s newly elected Public Advocate and his staff do all day long? They don't seem to do anything. What does any of these agencies do? I've been having a problem with the Baltic Street AEH, Inc. located at 250 Baltic St. 3rd fl. B'klyn, N.Y. 11201 Tele. No 718-875-7744. When I complained to both DiBlasio and Commissioner Sharon Carpinello of the N.Y.S. Office Of Mental Health, got no response, no help. In fact my letters, instead of being handled with discretion and confidetially were sent to the object of my complaint. I tried to find out if I could file a formal complaint, if there was a regulatory/watch dog agency that monitors and takes complaints against these peer centers. The people at these centers like to call themselves mental health consumers. These centers were created essentially as busy work, because basicly they sit on their butts and do nothing. These centers get city, state, possibly federal funding. The workers are unreliable and incompetent. If their is an appointment to be kept expect you to accomodate them and if necessary to change the date of the appointment so they won't be inconvenienced. If you ask for any help are un responsive, evasive and skirt around the truth. they stare at you with a blank, vacant, empty look; then close ranks when they find out about the complaints. They cover each others butts, There are never any consequences, except for the person needing help. they are never held responsible for anything that goes wrong when it's their fault. there were so many times they could have done something. So many sources they could have used. So many ways they could have helped, but instead of taking the initiative they did nothing. They just sat on their hands and made excuses. I'm existing, I can't say living, because this isn't living; in a hell hole, and not only is everyone in that insane asylum covering their own ass; their covering each others'. They do what they want and there are no consequences. They get off scott free and go merrily on their way. There is no regulatory system in place to monitor what really goes on in these places. Humans don't know how to tell the truth. Lying comes as easily as breathing. They wouldn't know the truth or how to tell it if it bit them on the butt; or tapped them on the shoulder and introduced itself. To be continued.

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Some of the special people at the Brooklyn Self-Help @ Advocacy Center 250 Baltic Street, 3rd floor Brooklyn,N.Y. 11201. Tele. no. 718-875-7744. Part of www.Balticstreet.org. Tele. no. 718-855-5959. Are Carla Kaplan Berkley, the self-serving, ego-centric, compliant, lying creature...319 east 24th St. Apt. 14F, N.Y., N.Y. 1OO1O Tele. No. 212-545-9915. Anthony J. Sgarlato, idiot. Apt. somewhere in Bensonhurst Brooklyn, N.Y. 11214 with live in girl friend Laura Marie Marcus. Mark S. Hershenson, skillful liar. 184 Second Ave. Apt 4B N.y., N.Y. 10010. Zena Kamel, cold as ice, cretin living with her daughter Yasmine and son somewhere in Brooklyn,N.Y. c.berkley@balticstreet.org., a.sgarlato@balticstreet.org., z.kamel@balticstreet.org., m.hershenson@balticstreet.org., Jody silver from Community Access 666 Broadway, N.Y.,N.Y. 10012 Tele. No. 212-781-1400 ext.774, also a piece of work. If these lying deceitful son of a guns had to hold down a real job they would be fired immediately for their actions. No responsible employer would tolerate such inexcusible, irresponsible,selfish behavior. They can't function out in the real world and hold down a real job; so the State Office Of Mental Health has manufactured jobs for them and coddles them, they are never held accountable. No one is and I'm paying the price for this. The corrupt politicians aren't made to answer for any of this. This enrages me, but it doesn't seem to bother anyone else. There are no web sites for complaining, there is no monitoring what goes on in these so called peer advocacy centers. Instead of being made to take responsibility, and let go for screwing up something critical for me, because of her selfishness and instability; Carla Kaplan Berkley gets rewarded by a transfer to a different department of the Baltic street Mental Health Board. Tobe continued.

My Life In Hell

Because of the attitude of the Jewish people, they've caused a lot of suffering they are arrogant and have a great deal of hubris

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It's not in human nature to help anyone else. Humans are too primative, barbaric ,animalistic, and selfish. Israel and the Palestinians can't even coexist their constantly at each others throats; and their problems began thousands of years ago as tribal conflicts. To make ahome for themselves Israel takes land from the palestinians that they had absolutely no right to, and justify it as they always do when thay want to excuse inexcusable behavior. Because the Israelis didn't have a homeland, to create one they took, stole the palestinians homeland, their rightful land.Their bullies. The Israelis blame the Palestinians for violence. I'd be violent too if I had done to me what the Palestinians did to them. They weren't given any options. When does it stop? The United States sides with Israel for what, money? Because the Jews wield an enourmous amount of power and influence and effect who gets elected. The jews think, believe that they are gods chosen people, their words.

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The sunset park community center is one of the worst. not only do they do what ever they want and get away with it, you're forced to work under horrible substandard conditions; including being forced to put up with whatever the staff feels like doing. That includes having to listen to a radio while working at the computer. What crappy music. What can I do. I don't have a choice; but then, when did I ever have a choice.

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Nick Kristof is a self-promoting fraud. He was previewed on the t.v. program Now several months back. He's a hypocrite. He professes to be so concerned for the well fare of people in other countries that are less developed going through hardships, horrendous at times. He had a camera crew follow him through his exploits. The film which aired on the PBS program Now. He wants people of this country to be aware of what's going on and become involved. Yeah right; as though these selfish people, who are so self-absorbed that they can't live without the latest tech gadget, and have their cell phones glued to their ears; are even aware of the problems of people right here in this country; He expects that they suddenly going start to care about what's going on elsewhere; become involved and change things? Speaking of which, makes me ask why isn't there any concern for people living here right under his nose? There are people right here that have fallen through the cracks of the system, considered invisible non-entities by a corrupt system. Are the problems of the people of this country, and what they must be suffering through any less important and therefore not in need of reporting? I am one such person that is going through something that I can't get anyone to listen to, or do anything about. Where is the concern for those of us who don't have anyone to speak on and advocate on our behalf here? What does Nick Kristof expect to get out of this, a Pulitzer Prize? I've given up expecting any good from anyone. I don't believe there is any genuine goodness in anyone. The inhabitants of this planet are too barbaric and primative. Frankly, I think he is being disingenuous and phoney. There is just no honesty or integrity. Not that this helps me, but even if he were on the level; does he seriously expect these ego-centric morons with a gigantic sense of entitlement to look beyond their own needs, be a good samaritan, put someone elses needs above their own? I challenged him to respond. I knew he wouldn't,and he didn't. Which proved me right.

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Even Parks and Recreation commissioner Adrian Benepe is Bloombergs flunky. The community centers are a fraud, you pay a membership fee whether you can afford to and don't get the services. The only ones to benefit are Michael Bloomberg and Adrian Benepe, as well as the students who get everything for free because they're being subsidized by us, because we pay for them to use the facilities. They get special programs just for them, which we don't get. They're catered to, given special treatment. Once you're over the age of 17 you may as well not even exist anymore; that is ageism, age descrimination. It's all for the children; so what becomes of us, too bad,so sad? What Bloomberg wants Bloomberg gets. He wanted 311 so he wouldn't be bothered having to deal with our "petty problems. He wanted a third term so he manipulated things to get that third term, despite the fact that voters, voted for term limits. He disregards what we want. He's arrogant. We have to be out of the centers come 2 o'clock we aren't allowed to be in the facilities supposedly because the students are due,but that's a lie; it's the PandR staff who use the facilities. The equipment isn't maintained; your not supposed to bring food in but the staff does. When I want to get certain site without warning I'm denied access for no reason. When I tried to get two email addresses-mhershenson@balticstreet.org , and asgarlato@balticstreet.org I was denied access again for no good reason. Why, it makes no sense, and it's descriminatory, hypocritical.

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When someone needs help where do they go for it, where do they look? I don't know. I thought I did. I thought that the people and places that were supposed to help would. The truth is they won't. It's a myth. Help for someone who needs it doesn't exist. The programs that are supposed to, that recieve city, state, and federal funding are out and out frauds. Programs such as the peer advocacy centers such as the Brooklyn Peer Advocacy center in Cobble Hill Brooklyn; and Community access in Manhattan. B.P.A.C at 250 Baltic st. in B'klyn specifically. The people there consider themselves mental health consumers, a diplomatic term for mental cases. They get paid for basicly sitting on their rear ends doing nothing. What they do is basicly busy work once they get out of mental institutions. The jobs are manufactured and designed to train them and keep them out of trouble. They are unreliable,incompetent and when you need help with a problem, an appointment to be somewhere they leave you in the lurch. Make all kinds of excuses for why they won't do anything, and don't have the decentcy to be honest. They can't they're pathological liars. They are never held accountable; if anything, they cover each others rear ends. The agencies that are supposed to monitor them, and when necessary take complaints don't do anything. Agencies such as the State Office Of Mental Health-44 Holland Ave., Albany,N.Y. 12229. With Commissioner Sharon Carpinello; and the Public Advocate, Bill DiBlasio,1 Centre st. N.Y.C. Bill DiBlasio who got elected, because like Mike Bloomberg owe his allegence to special interest groups like the very powerful jewish lobby, who made sure they got elected. So DiBlasio and Bloomberg owe them favors, but feel no responsibility to serve us. These "mental health consumers have no business taking money for doing nothing. these places shouldn't even exist, they waste money and are an indulgence, that we shouldn't have to pay for. The Public Advocate exists. the supposed purpose was to advocate for those not recieving help from the mayors office etc. DiBlasio Bloomberg and carpinello are self serving frauds. They refuse to help or respond and are indiscreet. Something that should remain private and confidential winds up in the hands of the parties in question. Not one of these agencies excepts responsibility. Not the St.OMH and comm. S. Carpinello. Not the Pub.Adv.and B. DiBlasio, or the mayors' office and Bloomberg. Their all to busy serving themselves at our expense. So if I have a desperate need for decent affordable housing, who do I go to that won't either ignor me and remain unresponsive to my problems, give me lipservice,or dump me and my situation. To be continued.

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Sometimes I don't pay attention, I'm tired and don't like having to deal with merchants, so when I went into a store to buy a 5oz. can of tuna, which was price labeled at $1.49. I was charged $1.61 The thief inflated the price, but I didn't look at the reciept until the next day. I couldn't have argued with him. He didn't even speak english; but he sure saw me coming. They come here, they want to make money, they whine about discrimination then turn around and do something like this, and worse; even sexually assaulting women. they are unbelievable. The place is called B.Town Inc. 4214 10th ave. Brooklyn, N,Y, 11219. Tele. #718-708-6400. They cheated and stole from the food stamp program and the U.S. government.

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I'm extremely upset over the gulf oil disaster because British Petroleum cut corners and was aware of problems,we are now paying a steep price for their greed and dishonesty. What does BP stand for anyway? Instead of saying that someone is BSing we can say they're BPing. Just one more thing to be upset about. The English are angry because we made negative, disparaging remarks about BP which they didn't like. Why exactly is it they are angry,because the price of BP stock is down, supposedly we drove it down. They aren't concerned over the problems we are having caused by BP. Our way of life, and the wild life, our environment is destroyed; only the loss of their dividents. It's always about the money,especially with them. I wonder how would the English react if BP did this to their pristine coastline; or an American oil company? Where is PETA, or The Earth Liberation Front, or The Animal Liberation Front? The hypercrites. I find it incomprehensible and inconceivable that Louisiana still wants to drill for oil, and wants the moratorium on drilling lifted. How insane and stupid. There are other industries that these people can train for and go in to. There is solar, geo-thermal, cold fusion etc. No one will be happy until we have destroyed the entire planet and there is nothing left. What man hath, has wrought. All for business and business for none.

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I've been trying without sucess to complete this blog. Every time I attempt it I make a mistake and have to start over. I don't know where this blog will lead if anywhere it's an opportunity for me to vent, something I haven't been able to do and something I've been wanting to do for very long time and never thought I'd be able to. Whether anyone ever sees it, much less responds I don't know. I had a blog but I made a mistake and when I tried to ask for help got no where. As a result was forced to start over from the very beginning. The help page that Blogger.com has for relating problems and rating them I tried it I pressed submit,but never got any acknowledgement that they even saw it. When someone needs help don't count on getting it. Where is anyone when you really need them? I asked Google for help, I got everything but them. I got "Just Ask". Is that Googles website? For a fee they will answer questions. The nerve of them asking for money, as though they're worth it. Both them and Google are a piece of work. I find it disgusting and insulting. Google has a phone number and an address to use to contact them, but don't answer mail and tell you to go on line, where as you can tell, all you get is the run around. The only thing Google is trying to accomplish is to exploit the system and make an obsene amount of money doing it. Some of us aren't struggling enough, having a tough enough time, Google wants to make things worse. Ethics, morality,and having a conscience those things are foreign to them. I'd be surprised if this sees the light of day. They are living the high life, while I'm living in hell. There is ayiddish word for what people like this are: gonive, (thief); America gonive, America the thief. When the founders started Google they had dollar signs in their eyes. It wasn't to wasn't meant to benifit us just them. They don't do anything out of the goodness of what passes for hearts. In the mean time I'm suffering needlessly. I'm eating my heart out, which I do have, because I can't get anyone to help me. Then to add more insult to injury to be told when I try to access my account, if I don't get it just so; that someone else is using that name, title or address. I know you wiseguys, It's me, Why make it difficult when you can make it impossible. They deliberately make it impossibly difficult.

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I don't know where this blog will lead if anywhere.It is an opportunity for me to vent something I haven't been able to do and something I've been wnating for a very long time and never thought I'd be able to.Whether anyone sees it much less responds I don't know. My life is a complete and total mess. When someone needs help don't count on getting it. Where is anyone when you really need them? I had a problem with my blog. I made a mistake, I wanted to know if I could go back and correct it. Try as hard as I might I just couldn't find anyway of reaching anyone from Google to ask for help. As a result I was forced to abandon my blog and start all over from the beginning. I couldn't even get help from the blogger.com helpline. Their rating survey and box for relating problems after which you submit, I tried that, but received no acknowledgement that they even saw it. I asked Google for help, I got everything but them.I got "Just Ask", is that Googles website? For a fee they will answer questions.The nerve of them asking for money,as though they're worth it. Both them and Google are a piece of work. I find it disgusting and insulting. Google has a phone number and an address to contact them, but don't answer mail, and tell you to go on line, where as you can tell,all you get is the run around. The only thing Google is trying to accomplish is to exploit the system, and makes an obsene amount of money doing it. Some of us are'nt struggling enough,having a tough enough time, Google has to make things worse. Ethics,morality, a conscience those are foreign to them. I'd be surprised if this sees the light of day. They are living the high life while I'm living in hell. There is a yiddish word for what people like this are: gonive (thief).America gonive,America the thief. When the founders started Googlethey had dollar signs in their eyes. It was'nt meant to benifit anyone except them. They don't do anything out of the goodness of what passes for hearts. In the mean time I'm suffering needlessly. I'm eating my heart out,which I do have, because I can't get anyone to help me.then to add more insult to injury, to be told when I try to access my account, if I don't get it just so, that someone else is using that name,address or title. I know, you wise guy, it's me.They deliberately make it impossibly difficult.

my life in hell - Fibroleiomyomas

I'm looking for help in finding non-invasive procedures to help shrink and alleviate fibroid tumors.

I'm particularly interested in organic treatment for blood vessel inhibitors. I've tried blueberries and shark cartilage which had no positive effects. I was interested in trying Avastin, recently approved by the FDA, but it is too expensive for my budget and its publicized side effects are too risky for my medical situation. Does anyone know of any other drugs or anti-angio genesis treatments similar to Avastin being used for fibroids? Or is anyone aware of any natural plants that exhibit the same properties as Avastin?