My Life In Hell

A new problem has developed, or a recurrence of an old one. My left wrist has been bothering me. I didn't know why at first, but I think it's from over use and being used the wrong way. I remember when I would hand wash something and gyrate the wrist, after a while it suffered because of the action. It took me a while before I figured out what was wrong and stopped then it started o come around. It's bothering me again. I don't know if it's because I'm using it wrong when I blog,it's over used generally, or it's a combination of things. I've been cocerned about injuring my wrist through over use. but what can I do, I'm all alone with no one to help me with the things that require use of my hands, wrists,and back. I'm afraid that one day I'll become incapacitated, then I'llbe in real trouble. I'm depressed, not clinical depression that can come about for no reason, but because of situations I have no cnotrol over. I have a reason lots of them. My apartment is falling apart.I'm tired; I feel like I'm dying by degrees in increments.

My Life In Hell

Why does someone you've just met insinuate themselves into your life and insist on interfering,minding your business, making helpful suggestions when it's not wanted and they don't know what the hell they're talking about, as a way of not getting their hands dirty, actually doing something to help? Why does someone volunteer when they are'nt doing anything beneficicial and it's clear it's only to ease what loosely passes for a conscience, and it's all for show none of it's real?

My Life In Hell

I need help. My housing situation is a nightmare. I can't move since the cost of rentals are astronomical; as well as the cost of moving. I have to know if there are any tenant organizations that can help me since I don't know where else to turn to for help? The owner one Rabbi Abraham Lesser a real piece of work bought and renovated 3 interconnecting buildins in 1971-72. These buildings are about 100 years old. He did a miserable half ass job. The buildings and apartments unless maintained by the tenents fell apart. Then he decided, or pretended to(he still owns the buildings)sell the buildings in 2004 and we were told to vacate our apartments, that he was converting; to what we were never told. We later found out through that shit heel state assembly man Dov Hikind that it was to be turned into a yeshiva. Because of Lesser I lost my N.Y.H.A. section 8 subsidy and years before he stopped giving us a lease he refused. I desperately need repairs. Now he stopped getting oil and there is no hot water. I have health problems. Is there anyone that can make repairs, that out of compassion and on humanitarian grounds would be willing to and tell me how to force his hand, since if I take him to court his army of lawyers would be running interference and the judge would be in Lessers' pocket? Am I still considered a tenent with tenents rights regardless of whether or not I have a lease or still have a N.Y.C.section 8 subsidy,as long asI continue to pay rent? The entities such as Bloomberg and the Paterson administration and the agencies such as the ST.D.H.C.R, H.P.D and Baltic St. A.E.H don't do anything except sit on their complacent ass's collecting a salary. Lesser has very deep pockets, yet somehow has the hutzpa to ask taxpayers to subsidize a private school. There about only 2 tenents left besides me; one of them is Lessers neice, who still has her section 8 subsidy. Her rent is just over $1000,but she only pays $180.60, so she goes on vaction. Any mail that has to do with the builings is adressed to Lesser. He had us mail our rent check to some place out of state, then claimed we owed him money. That was in 2004. Almost 2 years ago I had some property stolen, a shopping cart I brought down early to save time when it was time to leave I went down to retrieve it and it was gone. The one thing about Borough Park is there is no crime. Lesser has cheap foreign labor who nod their heads as though they were bobble heads to get rid of me; they're are the only ones down there at that hour. They do Lessers dirty work. I know they took it to harass me, I can't prove it though. I had to spend time and money that I didn't have to buy a new shopping cart. Now there is no hot water more harassment. And they whine about dicrimination those lousy hypocritical bastards. those monsters are going to be coming back from vacation and school will be in session. They are never disciplined and growup thinking the world owes them, that they are entitled to wreak havoc. To be continued.

My LIfe In Hell

To pick up where I was forced to leave off. The landlord is not getting oil, another reason to just love this palace, along with no hot water, is faulty old inferior wiring, no working lights in the kitchen,a decrepid roof, holes in the ceiling. the roof leaks, kitchen cabinets made of particle board; that after all the water from rain coming in from the roof swelled,now are disintergrating. An oven that come October will not have worked since 1992. Floor boards that are decrepid having suffered from water due to leaking radiator. In the summer of 2009 when I very carefully opened up the kitchen window was stunned to discover that the window ledge had been gouged by something, what it was I didn't know, I couldn't do anything about it,or anything else; who would I have gone to the Public Advocate Bill DiBlasio? Then in March of 2010 I started hearing gnawing I thought it was a rat, I have those, I banged and kept banging until it stopped. This went on for a period of time, eventually it stopped. Then one day I heard the gnawing again it resumed. I banged on the radiator and it stopped. The radiator is near the kitchen window and outside the kitchen window is the fire escape.Then something caught my eye I saw a squirrel, and when I opened up the window discovered to my horror that what was once just gouged wood was now a huge gaping hole and the squirrel was continuing even with my banging. This was in April the whether had warmed enough to be able to open up the window. I finally had to try something to deter the squirrel, make it inhospitable, but the damage was done. Then there is the cheap front door lock that can be opened from the outside, the rotted, deteriorated wood frame structure, the fragile windows that can't be opened, because the spring mechanism in the windows have all worn out. The wood is rotted, the caulk has worn away, and I've lost 3 windows so far. The toilet doesn't flush properly, the device that you open and close to allow the tub to fill or drain of water does't work, the bathroom sink needs washers and can't be used anymore, otherwise it drips. Tiles and fixtures are either broken or missing, door lock mechanism rusted and does't work. Mold all over, even on clothing. Plant died, because of conditions; now I don't have anything. They kill everything. They cut down trees, because the trees are an inconvenience. The people and agencies that are supposed to do something don't do a goddamn thing. agencies such as the State Division of Housing and Community Renewal, Housing Preservation and Development etc. Instead they work for guys just like Lesser. Now the high holy days the holiest of days yom kippur is coming where they pray to be absolved of the sins they commited during the past year. Oncethey get past Yom Kippur they're free to commit new sins those lousy hypocrites. The buildings' intercom broke never fixed it; except they attempted, but that was all, as a result could never have any packages delivered, since U.P.S refused to believe I was home and would take any packages with them. I had a whole to do with U.P.S over this that involved the better business bureau, the attorney general,and the state consumer protection agency. As for the rest of the windows, it's not a question of if they will fall out, but when. Then what am I supposed to do? I tried to find out if I had any rights as far as getting repairs made, but since I no longer have a lease and no one gives a damn I guess I don't

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The Fort Hamilton Center at Bayridge 9941 Fort Hamilton Parkway 99th st. Brooklyn, N.Y. 11209. Tele.718-439-4296. One of Parks and Recreations centers has some of the most self-entitled selfish creatures one has the misfortune to encounter. One such creature is Dominick who happens to work there, a passive/agressive idiot-simpleton who can't answer a simple question. Instead of taking responsibility and saying I'm sorry,I don't know what to tell you, simply and rudely walks away, refuses to deal with you. Maybe he should remove that impediment up his butt that seems to be stuck up there, his head, along with that stiff poker. Some of the Parks and Recreation centers make use of N.Y.CARES volunteers who come in to serve and assist some of the members and supposedly help them if they can; but no one there gives a damn. One of the volunteers is named Ray why he does this is any one's guess since he is as empty and vacuous as anyone of them really shallow. He doesn't care. If you're tired or hot and mention it he takes no notice. Everyone I encounter has a rod up their ass including ray, so if he ever reads this, good. He volunteers at the Chelsea Recreation center at 430 W 25th st. N.Y.,N.Y. 100001 bet.9thand 10th ave. Tele.212-255-3705

My Life In Hell

The decisions that are made boggle the mind. The decision to build a mosque where the World Trade Center used to be; the decision by the N.Y. historic preservation society not to give a 150 year old building landmark status even though it had distinct and ornate decorative features that were worth preserving. The fact that the building alone is 150 years old makes it worth saving. Too much history is lost all for a structure that will bring divsivness and will serve only one segment of the population. Meanwhile another piece of history is lost yet again. The only time these selfish bastards remember history is when it comes to their own twisted revisionist version of history. Which they fail to remember anyway. What is that expression, those who fail to remember history are condemned to repeat it, or words to that effect? Idiots never learn. We have already lost Penn Station, and would have lost Grand Central Station and all it's splender if it had not been for the wisdom and intervention of Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis steping in to save it.

My Life In Hell

The places that are supposed to locate someone through their name and telephone number, or zipcode if you have those; for free are frauds. They tell you they're unable to locate the person then without telling you switch you over to a for profit company, who for a fee will magically find this person, only they rarely do.